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[eu-nicola]

Morocco part 1

summary: Rafe says goodbye to Sofia and leaves her in outer banks while he goes to Morocco, where you are also and the danger that happens there rekindles the spark both of you thought had lost

warnings: mention of death, weapons, cheating, pregnancy, etc. only things of s4

word counter: 9000

author's note: spoilers of s4, many things have been changed but there are still spoilers, english is not my first language, this is long so get ready to read

There was a warm breeze blowing in from the ocean, bringing with it the smell of salt and adventure. You stood on the shore, watching the waves crash against the sharp, black rocks of the Outer Banks coastline. The sunset dyed the sky deep oranges and reds, painting long, brooding shadows across the sand. In the distance, the lighthouse flickered with its intermittent light, marking time. Your thoughts were filled with questions now that you were going to Morocco, and Rafe’s silhouette approaching along the wooden walkway only intensified that unease. 

Rafe had that look in his eyes that you had always found difficult to read, a mix of defiance and nonchalance that gave him an almost untouchable air. He walked with a confident gait, hands in his pockets, white shirt fluttering lightly in the wind. When he was close enough, you stopped, feeling tension take hold of your muscles. He noticed your expression and, without a word, stood beside you, staring out at the ocean as if you shared a secret that only he understood.

“How are you?” you asked, breaking the silence with a voice that sounded shakier than you had planned. It wasn’t a casual question; you both knew he was carrying a heavier weight. His eyes narrowed just a little, and after a moment that seemed like an eternity, he let out a sigh.

“Sofia is going to stay here,” he said suddenly, as if he had been waiting for you to ask. His words fell like stones to the bottom of your stomach, sinking you into a feeling of emptiness. “I didn’t want to risk taking my future wife to Morocco.”

It took your mind a while to process what he had just said, as if your brain had hit an unexpected wall. Future wife? The icy surprise ran across your skin, leaving you feeling cold in the stifling summer heat. You forced yourself to keep your composure, to not let the confusion become visible, but it was too late: Rafe was already watching you with that look that knew too much.

“Are you engaged?” you finally asked, trying to make your voice sound natural, but feeling the lump in your throat tighten a little more with each word. He gave you a slight smile, which barely curved his lips, but was reflected more intensely in his eyes.

“Yes,” he answered, and the weight of that simple statement crushed your chest. You looked back at the horizon, looking for a respite in the immensity of the sea. The waves continued to break, indifferent to human emotions, while you struggled to maintain the balance between surprise and the pain that you did not dare to let out.

Rafe nodded, his smile wider and more sincere than yours. “Thank you,” he said in a tone that revealed a kind of relief, as if he had been waiting for your reaction with hidden caution. There was a moment of silence, awkward and dense, in which neither of you moved or looked away from the ocean. The waves continued their eternal back and forth, and for a moment you wondered what it would be like to be anywhere else in the world, a place where Rafe’s words couldn’t reach you and where the echo of “future wife” didn’t resonate in your mind like a persistent hammering. 

The breeze blew harder, carrying with it the echo of distant laughter and the voices of seagulls, and as Rafe looked back out to sea, you felt everything moving around you, except you. 

You fell silent, allowing the sound of the sea and the wind to carry away the unspoken words. You didn't want to talk about Rafe's engagement anymore, or about Sofia, or what it meant to you. You had learned to swallow your emotions, to let them burn inside you until they became something more bearable, like ashes after a fire. So you didn't say anything. You just nodded almost imperceptibly and took a step back, as if you were walking away from a conversation that had already ended. 

Rafe watched you with fleeting curiosity, but he didn't insist. He, too, knew when it was best to leave things as they were. Without another word, he turned around and walked back along the same wooden path he had come by, his footsteps echoing in the increasingly dark afternoon. You stayed a few seconds longer, trying to let the cold in your chest dissipate and your breathing return to a normal rhythm. 

When you finally turned around, your thoughts were already far away from there, beyond the ocean, in the dunes of Morocco, in the legends surrounding the Blue Crown. That relic had been the center of stories and rumors among treasure-hunting circles, a lost jewel whose importance went beyond wealth: it was said to have the power to change the fate of whoever possessed it. And now, it was sought not only by you and Rafe, but also by the Pogues, and others. 

You had no time to be distracted, and you couldn't let your emotions prevent you from acting with the coolness that the situation required. You returned to your home where on the worn wooden table, the map of Morocco was spread out, with handwritten notes and markings indicating the places you had investigated before. You sat down, letting the weight of determination replace the pang of jealousy and disappointment you still felt. 

You looked through your things: an old compass that had belonged to your grandfather, oil lanterns, a sharp knife, and a copy of a manuscript with cryptic clues about the location of the Blue Crown, clothes, and a lot of money. 

As night fell over the Outer Banks and the stars began to twinkle in the sky, you promised yourself that you would find the Crown, no matter how many obstacles stood in your way. You weren’t interested in having it, but in what it took to have it, the deals you could make, and how proud your father would be if you did. It would be your victory, your vindication with your father after he nearly “killed” you when he found out you weren’t with Rafe anymore and you ruined his perfect life by not marrying a Cameron. You pushed those memories from your mind, focusing your eyes on the map and letting the adrenaline and obsession with the search take over. 

Tomorrow, everything would change.

The Moroccan sun was merciless, a golden blaze that seemed hell-bent on burning your skin and sapping every ounce of energy you had. The air was dry, with a hint of sand that seeped into your mouth and stuck to your skin. You walked through a bustling market, where the aromas of spices, leather, and sweat mingled in a heady, chaotic mix. Vendors shouted in Arabic and French, selling everything from hand-woven rugs to intricately detailed gold jewelry. Despite the fascination you could feel for the place, the heat made every step a struggle. 

“Damn heat,” you mutter as you wipe the sweat from your forehead with the back of your hand. Your clothes, light but already soaked, clung to your skin uncomfortably. You were tired, overwhelmed, and everything seemed even more complicated in the middle of that maze of narrow streets. 

Behind you, you hear a low, familiar laugh. “Are you really complaining about the heat?” Rafe’s voice comes with a hint of sarcasm you know well. He’d joined the expedition at the last minute. He wore dark sunglasses and a smile that made him seem completely unfazed, even under the relentless desert sun. 

“It’s not that different from home,” he adds, raising an eyebrow and giving you a look that mixes defiance and complicity. His words hit you with an unexpected truth, and although you hate to admit it, you agree with a slight nod. 

“You’re right,” you acknowledge, trying not to show the irritation you felt. Outer Banks might be stifling, humid, and wild, but this dry, scorching heat had its own way of imposing itself. Still, the comparison was still valid. 

Rafe stops next to a stall where an old man sells copper and silver amulets. He takes one between his fingers, examining it with that calm attention he used to display before making a major move. His presence is as familiar as it is exasperating, a constant that forced you to stay alert.

“Don’t forget what we’re here for,” he murmurs without looking at you, as he returns the amulet to the old man with a polite smile. His words bring you back to the present, to the mission.

You take a deep breath, letting the warm air fill your lungs and force you to focus. “I never forget,” you reply, and although your words sound firm, you both knew that heat, distractions, and personal tensions were silent enemies.

Rafe smirks, a gesture that could be either respect or mockery. Then, without further ado, he walks into the crowd, motioning for you to follow him.

Hours later, night fell over Morocco with the speed of a closing curtain, leaving the air still warm and charged with the promise of new intrigue. The market streets, which during the day were a hive of life, were transformed into a labyrinth of shadows and flashing lights, where low-voiced conversations and distant laughter mingled with the hum of oil lamps. You found yourself in one of these streets, walking briskly alongside Rafe, whose eyes seemed to scan every corner, alert for any sign of movement.

You knew the Pogues were in town. They’d been following the treasure trail for almost as long as you had, and though your paths had crossed in the past, you’d never considered joining them. Until now.

“Are you sure about this?” you asked Rafe, feeling the weight of doubt like a stone in your stomach. It was an idea that had seemed absurd to you when it first came up, but the more you thought about it, the more logical it made. Two opposing forces joining forces for a common goal. But with Rafe, you could never be completely sure of anything.

Rafe cast a glance over his shoulder, his lips twisting into a smile that was more of a warning than a friendly gesture. “Relax. It suits them as much as it suits us.” You stopped at the edge of a crossroads, the yellowish light of a streetlamp illuminating half of his face and leaving the other half plunged into darkness. “Don’t worry so much, if there’s one thing I know about them it’s that they can’t resist an opportunity,” she added, lowering her voice and moving closer. 

The meeting was scheduled in an old warehouse near the port, a place where stacked wooden boxes and hanging ropes created a scene that seemed straight out of a pirate tale. The place smelled of salt and damp wood, and the echoes of the waves crashing against the docks filled the space with a constant murmur. When you arrived, the Pogues were already there, standing in a tense semicircle, exchanging glances and whispers. John B, with his disheveled hair and alert expression, was the first to spot you. Beside him, Sarah tensed her jaw at the sight of Rafe, and you couldn’t blame her. The wounds between them ran deep, scars that would take a while to heal, if they ever did. 

“What are you doing here?” JJ’s voice was the first to break the silence. His eyes, normally full of spark and humor, were now hard as steel. Kie stood beside him, arms crossed and an expression that clearly said he didn’t trust what was happening.

Rafe raised his hands, as if to show he had no ill intentions. “Relax. We’re not here to fight. We’re here to help.”

“Help?” John B repeated the word as if it were a joke, and a bitter laugh escaped his throat. “Why the hell should we trust you?”

“You shouldn’t,” you intervened, taking a step forward. All eyes fell on you, and you felt the weight of uncertainty in each gaze. “But if we want to find the Crown before others do, we have no choice. Rafe and I know things, we have clues that can lead us to it. And you also have information that we need.”

There was a moment of tense silence. Eyes met, searching for answers that neither was willing to give. Pope was the first to move, tilting his head and narrowing his eyes as if he were assessing the situation. “What kind of information?” he finally asked, his tone calculating and full of caution.

Rafe smiled, and you knew he’d been waiting for that question. “We know the last clue leads to a site in the Atlas Mountains. But it’s not a place you can get to with maps and courage alone. You need someone who knows the terrain, and we just happen to have people who do.”

Kie let out a sigh, lowering her arms and casting a quick glance at her friends. “It’s crazy,” she muttered, though there was a glint in her eyes that suggested the idea, as dangerous as it was, intrigued her.

John B gritted his teeth, his gaze shifting from you to Rafe, then to his friends. There was a decision to be made, and you both knew it. Finally, he nodded, though not willingly. “Okay, but if this is a trap…”

“It’s not,” you interrupted. And though your words were firm, you knew that everyone there had reasons to doubt. The alliance was not perfect, and past scars still hurt. But in the search, distrust would be a luxury they could not afford.

Rafe crossed his arms, pleased, and looked at John B with a flash of defiance. “Then we better get started. The mountains aren’t going to wait for us.”

The group exchanged glances, a tacit agreement that felt like a leap into the dark.

Dawn in Morocco came with unexpected warmth, as if the sun had risen early with the sole purpose of testing everyone’s patience. The souk, which had just awakened with the first light, was filled with life in a matter of minutes: merchants displayed their wares, children ran through the alleys, and the air was filled with the aroma of spices and freshly baked bread. The relative calm of the morning didn’t last long.

It had been barely two days since you formed that precarious alliance with the Pogues and, as you feared, things quickly went awry. You weren’t sure what exactly had caused the chaos – whether it was Rafe trying to “get information” the way he usually did, or whether it was an unfortunate run-in with another group of treasure hunters who had gotten wind of the treasure. The truth was that you now found yourself running at full speed between clay buildings and narrow alleys, the sound of your footsteps echoing off the walls as the screams and curses of your pursuers filled the air behind you. 

“Rafe! This is madness!” you shouted as you dodged a fruit stand that you nearly knocked over in your wake. Oranges rolled across the ground, and the merchant let out an enraged scream that was lost in the melee. Rafe, running beside you with a grin that bordered on reckless, barely turned to look at you. 

“Calm down, I’ve got it under control!” he replied in a tone that made you want to punch him in the midst of all the confusion. The shadow of a smile remained on his face, as if this was all just a game and not a race to keep his skin intact.

“You better fix it, Rafe!” you roared, feeling the burn in your legs and the metallic taste of effort in your mouth. “I wanted at least a couple of good days in Morocco!” You couldn’t remember the last time you’d had a moment of true tranquility, and in that instant, the desire for everything to be different mixed with the adrenaline that drove you to keep running. 

Rafe let out a laugh, one you didn’t know whether to admire or detest. “Good days? That’s not part of the deal, friend.” His words seemed laden with irony, but also with a truth that stuck in you like a thorn. 

You turned a corner and felt the sunlight hit you directly in the face, blinding you for a crucial second. You staggered and almost fell when you tripped on a small step, but Rafe grabbed your arm and pushed you forward without stopping. The footsteps behind you were getting closer, and you could hear shouts in Arabic that, although you didn’t fully understand, made it clear that the intentions were anything but friendly.

“To the right!” Rafe shouted, letting go of you and pointing down a side street that seemed narrower than the one before. Without thinking, you turned, your heart pounding in your chest like a crazed drum. The alley narrowed even further, and the terracotta-colored walls seemed to close in around you. You could feel the adrenaline bubbling through your veins, sweat soaking through your shirt, and the sound of the chase ringing in your ears as a constant reminder of how close they were.

Suddenly, a thud to your left caught your attention: John B and JJ had emerged from a hidden passage, expressions mixing surprise and relief at seeing you. “What the hell did they do now?!” JJ shouted, a spark of reproach in his eyes.

“This isn’t the time for details,” you replied between gasps, and without stopping, you walked past them, followed by Rafe, who still had that impassive smile.

“We have to split up,” John B said, taking the lead and pointing with a sharp gesture. “We’ll meet at the meeting point! Go that way!” And before you could answer, he and JJ disappeared into another narrow passage, like moving shadows.

You and Rafe kept running, the chase now divided and the sound of footsteps diminishing. The alley opened up into a small square, where the midday shadows were deeper. There, you leaned against a wall, trying to catch your breath and process what had just happened.

Rafe glanced at you, his breathing ragged but a spark of excitement in his eyes. “You see,” he said, wiping the sweat from his brow with a quick gesture, “this is what makes everything more interesting.”

You looked at him, feeling a mixture of exasperation and a strange camaraderie wash over you. Maybe he was crazy, or maybe you were crazy for keeping up with him.

After the chase, everything had calmed down, they continued doing their thing during the day and at night when they went to rest at a place where they were staying while you slept you were startled by a thud in the next room. You barely had time to stand up when the door was flung open and a tall man, with scars on his face and eyes as dark as night, pointed a gun at you. “Not a single move, girl,” he hissed in broken English, the threat in his voice as clear as the gun in his hand.

Rafe, who was in the other room, burst in without a second thought. The fight was quick, a clash of bodies and blows that echoed in the small room like war drums. With your heart racing, you searched for something, anything to defend yourself, and your fingers found an old metal lamp. You didn’t think about it. With all the strength you could muster, you threw it at the intruder’s head, the metallic sound echoing as it hit him and sent him reeling.

“Get out!” Rafe shouted, his voice a roar that snapped you out of your trance. You moved toward the door as he finished subduing the intruder. Outside, the streets were deserted, a blanket of silence that was almost as dangerous as the bustle of the crowd. You knew they couldn’t stay there. They had to move.

The next day, things only got worse. Despite having agreed on a meeting point with the Pogues, the pressure of being under constant surveillance and dodging suspicious glances became unbearable. Pope had managed to decipher an ancient map that seemed to lead to a cave in the Atlas Mountains, but they hadn’t counted on the other hunters who caught wind of the advance.

The chase began in the market, with the clatter of falling pots and screams from confused vendors who barely understood what was happening. You leapt up a stone staircase that led up to the rooftops, Rafe hot on your heels and JJ and Kie a few feet behind, bringing up the rear. From above, the flat roofs of the souk stretched out like a makeshift battlefield, dotted with hanging clothes and rusty antennas. The air was thick with heat and dust, making every breath a challenge. 

Gunshots rang out in the distance, the echo spreading through the streets like a wave. You threw yourself to the ground just in time to avoid a second shot, feeling adrenaline turn your fear into a searing drive. Rafe held out a hand and helped you up, the urgency in his eyes clearer than ever. “We have to get down from here now!” he shouted over the din, pointing to an old staircase that led to a narrow alley. 

They managed to climb down and into the tangle of streets, but the sense of impending danger never left. The group briefly took refuge in a cellar, where John B pulled out the map and spread it out on a splintered wooden table. “The cave is close, but we need to make a detour. We’re being followed closely,” he said, his gaze fixed on the markings that indicated a winding path into the mountains.

The tension in the air was palpable. No one fully trusted Rafe, and Kie kept giving you worried glances, as if trying to gauge how much more you could take. You were tired, exhausted, but at the moment the idea of ​​stopping seemed as far away as peace itself. 

That night, when the group decided to split up, you found yourself alone with Rafe in a dark passage, the echo of screams and gunshots still haunting you. The shadows on the stone walls seemed to lengthen and twist as if they were alive, too, watching you. You walked in silence, your breathing still ragged and your body on high alert. Rafe, ever alert, stopped suddenly and put a hand on your arm. The touch was cold, but it also had a hint of urgency that made you still. 

“Listen,” he whispered. You barely noticed the sound of footsteps coming toward you, slow and calculated. Before you could process it, someone grabbed you from behind and dragged you into the darkness of an alley. You kicked and punched, fighting with all your might as Rafe tried to reach you. 

You knew you had been missing for no more than a couple of hours, you had learned to count time without a watch and without getting lost and you knew that you had been exactly two hours with your head covered, except for your mouth. 

In an unexpected twist, it was John B who appeared out of nowhere, pulling your captor and slamming him against the wall with a force that seemed impossible for his build. Once free, you breathed heavily, feeling the world around you blur. You were tired, but John B’s gaze, full of concern and determination, reminded you that you were not alone. 

“We have to move. Now,” he said and you quickly followed. 

The streets began to calm down as John B led you through a maze of passages further and further away from the bustle of the souk.

Finally, John B stopped in front of an old wooden door, dark with age and dust. He knocked three times in a rhythmic manner, and the door creaked open. You entered behind him, feeling tiredness creeping through your body like an unbearable weight. The small room you entered was lit by an oil lamp in one corner, casting a dim light that made the shadows lengthen and distort.

There, sitting in a chair with an expression somewhere between worry and relief, was Rafe. When he saw you, his eyes lit up with a flash of excitement that he quickly tried to hide under a facade of serenity. You had no time for words; you threw yourself at him, hugging him tightly, feeling the warmth of his body and the accelerated beat of his heart under your arms. For a moment, nothing else mattered.

Rafe hugged you back, his grip firm, almost desperate. For an instant, he wasn’t the troubled, arrogant man you’d shared so many moments of uncertainty with, but someone who shared the weight of the same struggle, the same fear, and the same need to find respite amidst the chaos.

“I thought I’d have to kill someone to find you,” he murmured, his voice husky near your ear, heavy with a feeling he couldn’t or wouldn’t admit. You felt his hands tighten around you, as if he feared that if he loosened his grip, you might disappear into the dimness of the room.

“I almost did,” you admitted, pulling back just enough to look him in the eyes.

John B coughed softly, breaking the tension in the air and reminding you that you weren’t alone. You looked over at him, and behind him, JJ and Kie had gathered, each with expressions ranging from relief to distrust. Kie smiled briefly, but JJ kept his stance alert, always the first to suspect Rafe. 

“We need to decide our next move,” John B said, crossing his arms and glancing around at everyone in the room. “Those following us aren’t going to stop, and the cave in the mountains isn’t going to sit around waiting for us.”

Rafe let out a low, almost inaudible laugh and looked away, as if he was considering John B’s words. You felt the knot in your chest slowly unravel, replaced by the determination they all shared: to find what they were looking for. 

After the conversation, the small room fell into a heavy silence, interrupted only by tired sighs and the occasional creaking of chairs. The tired looks, the few words. The adrenaline of the day was finally beginning to fade, and exhaustion took its place with relentless force. John B and the others found corners in the room to rest, spreading threadbare blankets on the floor and chairs.

Rafe looked at you and nodded silently, both of you knowing you wouldn't stay there. Without exchanging another word, you walked out the back door, into the shadows of the streets of Marrakech. You walked in silence, unhurried but not stopping, following the paths you already knew by heart. The house you shared was a few streets away, a replica of the many modest buildings in the neighborhood, but set back enough to offer you a semblance of privacy and safety.

Upon arriving, Rafe opened the door and let you in first. The interior was dark and cool, a welcome welcome after the scorching heat of the day and the tension that seemed to have been tied to your back like a weight. You closed your eyes for a moment, allowing yourself to feel the ephemeral peace of the place, before letting out a deep sigh and moving towards the small room in the back, where a low, simple bed awaited you. 

Rafe stood in the doorway, watching you with a mix of tiredness and something else you couldn’t quite make out. “Do you want me to make you something to drink?” he asked, his voice soft and husky. 

You shook your head as you kicked off your shoes and dropped onto the bed. “No, I just… need to sleep. It’s been too much for today.” You laid down on your side, hugging one of the pillows and feeling your eyelids begin to droop. You didn’t expect Rafe to do the same, but suddenly you heard him move. The floorboards creaked beneath his feet, and the lamplight flickered for a moment before he blew out the last spark and everything went dark. 

You flinched slightly as you felt the weight of the bed dip beside you. You turned your head, and though you could barely see his features in the darkness, you could feel his proximity, the heat radiating from his body. “I’m not staying in that house with them,” he murmured, like an explanation, though you didn’t need one. You didn’t respond, just closed your eyes, too exhausted to think about what it meant.

The silence stretched between you, only broken by the slow, deep breaths that began to come together. Without realizing it, as tiredness dragged you to sleep, you turned a little, looking for a more comfortable position. Your hands brushed Rafe's arm, and he moved barely, as if responding to your touch was a reflex. Before you could think about what was happening, you felt his arm slide around your waist, pulling you towards him. It was a protective, warm gesture, and although at another time you would have said something, in that instant you only sighed, feeling your body relax completely. 

With his breath close to your ear and the safety of his arms around you, the tension that had accompanied you for days finally dissolved. 

The next morning the sun began to filter through the cracks in the window, filling the room with a soft light that contrasted with the darkness you had fallen into the night before. You woke up slowly, eyelids heavy, body still marked by the tiredness of the day before. Without moving, you felt the warmth of Rafe’s body beside you, his arm still around your waist, and for a moment you couldn’t help but smile quietly.

You tried to turn around to get out of his embrace without making a sound, hoping you wouldn’t wake him, but when you tried to move, something pulled at you. Rafe, still asleep, pulled you closer to him, a gesture so automatic that it made you sigh silently. Your body tensed at first, but then you realized it couldn’t be that bad, at least for a moment longer.

“Don’t go,” he murmured quietly, his tone rough with sleep. The softness of his words made your chest tighten unintentionally.

You stayed still for a second, staring at the ceiling, feeling the warmth of his embrace envelop you, as if the entire world had disappeared, leaving only that small corner of peace between the two of you. But reality, as always, quickly took over. You didn’t want to be that person, you didn’t want to confuse yourself or complicate things further. It was a hug, nothing more.

“Rafe...” you began quietly, almost afraid to interrupt the peace that had formed between you. “I’m not Sofia.”

The sound of his breathing changed, and then, with a calmness that surprised you, he replied, “I know,” as he held you even tighter against his chest. His words were soft, as if there was nothing to clarify, nothing to change. “I just… want to keep sleeping.”

Despite his relaxed tone, you couldn’t stay there all day. You already knew that time was pressing, and things were still moving outside of that little bubble of calm you’d shared with him. “There are things to do, Rafe,” you said, your tone firmer this time. “And we need to eat.”

A frustrated sigh escaped his lips at that moment, but eventually he relented. His body tensed a little as, with a grimace, he began to pull away from you, his arm finally releasing you, though his gaze was still a little clouded by sleep.

“It’s okay,” he said, sitting up with a hand on his head, as if trying to clear his head a little before getting up. “But only because you have to eat.”

The smile that escaped you upon hearing his tired, yet resigned tone was almost inevitable. You got up first, stretching and looking for clean clothes. As you watched him prepare his way to get up.

After a simple but necessary breakfast, with the morning warmth streaming in through the windows, the pace of the day continued. The conversations about the map and the cave in the mountains were quickly forgotten as each of you went about your own business. The chaos and paranoia of the day before had subsided, but danger was still present in every corner of Morocco, lurking in the darkness, waiting for the right moment to emerge.

Rafe, as always lately, had decided to act without thinking too much about it. There was something in his nature that pushed him to throw himself into risky situations without measuring the consequences. And, as always, it ended in trouble.

That trouble came in the form of an old acquaintance who appeared in the square, with clear intentions of collecting old debts. Rafe tried to negotiate, to talk to him in terms he clearly didn’t understand, while you watched from afar, feeling a growing unease in your stomach. There was something about the man’s posture, his cold gaze, that told you that they weren’t going to get out of this well.

The exchange of words escalated quickly, the tone of the conversation going from tense to aggressive in seconds. You knew it wasn’t going to end well, but what you didn’t expect was what happened next.

The man moved quickly, his hand searching for something in his jacket. You didn’t need to be told, it all happened in the blink of an eye. Rafe had backed away, but the man already had a gun in his hands, and his intention was clear. Rafe’s gaze hardened, and in that moment you understood that he couldn’t escape.

The man raised the gun towards him, and the world seemed to slow down for an instant. You knew there was no time to think about it. Fear transformed into action without your brain being able to fully process it. Without thinking, you pulled out the gun you had taken from the cellar the night before. In one swift movement, you aimed and fired. 

The sound of the gunshot rang through the air, the echo repeating in your ears as the man fell to the ground, with a grunt of pain, the gun slipping from his hand. Quickly, you turned to Rafe, who was only a few feet away from you, watching what had happened with a mix of surprise and gratitude, but also with the awareness of what had just happened. 

“Are you...?” you began, but the words got caught in your throat. Adrenaline was still flowing through your veins, making your hands shake slightly, but there was no time to reflect. 

Rafe, after a moment of silence, finally spoke. “Well done,” he said in a tone you couldn’t quite read. But there was something in his gaze, a deep gratitude, and also a concern that he didn’t want to admit.

“It’s nothing,” you lied, quickly putting the gun away, though your heart was still racing. “Be careful, I need you to be the Rafe who makes deals with the worst people possible and comes out on top.”

Rafe didn’t say anything. He looked at the fallen man, then turned to you, and without another word, he nodded. “Let’s move on.”

The two of you walked quickly, away from the scene, the shadows of the streets covering you. Rafe walked a few steps ahead of you.

Your breathing was still irregular, the adrenaline already starting to wear off. The question that had formed in your head escaped your mouth, more out of impulse than out of need to know the answer.

“Isn’t there a minute where we have peace? Where I don’t have to get your ass out of some trouble?” you blurted out, the irony in your voice evident. You didn’t know if you wanted to laugh or scream, but something about the situation made you blurt out that question as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

Rafe, without turning around, let out a dry laugh, the one you already knew was the only way he had to deal with the situation, a defense against the chaos that surrounded him. “Like with Sheriff Peterkin,” he said, and although his words seemed light, there was something in his tone that he couldn’t hide: the heaviness of that memory.

The mention of the policewoman made you pause for a second. You knew exactly what he meant. That time, long before they got to this point, you remembered the local police who had almost caught Rafe and his family, so he took it upon himself only for reasons that were never fully understood, your father intervened, paying whatever it took to cover it all up. 

You knew that, in some way, your father’s hand was always present, ensuring that Rafe’s problems didn’t affect him, although it had left you with a bitter feeling in your stomach. Your father never talked about these situations, but it was clear that he had ways of cleaning up messes that others couldn’t. And in some way, he included you in his world, which you were used to and liked. 

“I know,” you answered with a wry smile. You couldn’t help but think of everything you had done to protect Rafe, everything you had put aside for him, for his sake. And what did you get in return? More trouble, more chaos. But at the same time, you couldn’t deny that something about that connection dragged you down, something you couldn’t control.

Rafe glanced at you out of the corner of his eye, and for a moment, his eyes softened, as if you were reading his thoughts. “Thank you,” he said quietly, though it wasn’t the kind of thanks that made you feel completely at ease.

“Don’t be,” you replied quickly, feeling the moment become more tense than it already was. “I don’t need you to thank me, Rafe. This is what always happens. But I don’t want to be your fixer all the time.”

Silence fell between you again as you walked through the streets, the sun already warming the air uncomfortably. Your dress, though light at first, now felt sticky and dirty. Sweat ran down your back and the line of your neck, and the dust of the streets stuck to your skin only made things worse. You rubbed your forehead, desperate, and muttered more to yourself than to Rafe.

“This is unbearable. I’m sweaty, dirty, and… I need a bath urgently. This is torture.”

Rafe walked a few steps ahead, but his eyes shifted to you for a moment, as if he was trying to process what you had just said. He didn’t seem worried, but he did seem a little amused to see you in this state.

“I know, but it’s not the most important thing right now,” he said, in his usual, somewhat carefree tone. “We have to stay focused.”

You frowned as you brushed off your dress. “Yeah, sure, very focused… but I could be a lot more productive if I wasn’t so uncomfortable.” You looked around, realizing how ridiculous it sounded: here you were, running away from one problem after another, and all you could think about was a bathroom.

Rafe, noticing your tone, let out a low, amused laugh, as if the idea of ​​worrying about something so mundane in the midst of all the chaos was completely absurd. “It’s not my fault you’re not going to take a bath with me,” he said, as if to joke. 

You turned to him, one eyebrow raised, and prepared to respond, but before you could say anything, he gave you a small tap on the arm, almost playfully, while smirking. The way he did it seemed so natural, as if everything else around them disappeared for a second. 

“Don’t be so dramatic,” he added between laughs. “You can wait a little longer before you get in the water.” 

He looked at you with that lopsided smile that, despite everything, couldn’t take away the discomfort of being drenched in sweat and dirt. But you couldn’t help but laugh, despite how upset you were. 

“Easy for you to say, right?” You said, trying to make a face, but you couldn’t help but crack a slight smile. “When you’re not the one stuck in a sticky dress with your hair stuck to your face.”

Rafe, hearing your tone, simply shrugged, still smiling. “I promise that once we get somewhere safe, you can shower all you want. In the meantime, just hold on a little longer. It’s not all that bad, right?”

You stayed silent for a moment, looking at his relaxed face as you walked. You knew he was partly right. In the end, the sweat and heat were nothing compared to what you had already faced. But, despite everything, you couldn’t help but think about how much good a nice bath would do you.

“Okay, but don’t make me wait too long,” you said in a more relaxed tone, feeling your body ease up a bit as the tension was released with those words. “Because really, Rafe, I need something more than water to cool off.”

Rafe, looking at you with that look of his, just nodded, and with a mischievous smile on his face, he replied, “I promise, just hold on a little longer.”

You pushed yourself gently against his arm, and laughed.

Although the hours had felt endless, they ended up being productive for you and Rafe. The search for clues had paid off, although not in the way you had expected. They had managed to find some things and talk to some people who would help them, and they had also made some important progress in getting an address that seemed more promising than the previous ones. Despite the discomfort of the heat, the chases they had barely dodged, and the tensions between them, you felt that the hours had been worth it. 

The streets, which had previously seemed overwhelming and chaotic, now felt more familiar. They had managed to blend in a bit with the locals, and although curious eyes continued to follow them, they managed to move more confidently, at least until it got late. Finally, after a day of intense work and a couple of altercations, night fell over Morocco, and the cool breeze that was beginning to blow made you breathe a sigh of relief. 

As the shadows lengthened, the city seemed to calm down a bit, the streets less hectic, the heat of the day slowly easing. You were tired, the sweat stuck to your skin was no longer just uncomfortable, but had left you feeling heavy. All you wanted at that moment was a bath, but you knew things couldn't be that simple.

Rafe had disappeared for a moment, perhaps to talk to someone or continue digging into some clue that had surfaced, but you couldn't wait any longer. You quickly walked to the house you had rented, the temporary shelter where you could only think about taking off everything you had endured that day.

Entering the small dwelling, you closed the door behind you with a sigh of relief. You no longer had to be on alert all the time. There was no immediate danger in sight, and at last, you had some time to yourself.

You quickly headed to the bathroom, where a large, old tub was waiting for you, filled with water that still felt somewhat warm, as if someone had prepared everything in advance. You didn't hesitate for a second and, without thinking twice, you began to undress, removing clothes soaked in sweat and dust from the day. Each piece of clothing you dropped on the floor seemed to take a little more of the weight off your shoulders.

You sank into the tub with a sigh of relief, letting the warm water envelop your tired body. You lay back with your arms outstretched on the edge, closing your eyes and letting the warmth surround you, covering you completely. Each bubble that formed on the surface seemed to soothe you more, as if you were letting go of all the stress and tension you had built up.

The sound of the water gently moving around you was the only thing you could hear, and for a moment, you felt like everything else was left behind. You only thought about yourself, and the movement of the water.

The warmth of the water was beginning to relax you completely, and every part of your body that had been tense during the day was slowly letting go. You had your eyes closed, enjoying the moment, when you finally managed to disconnect from everything else, even Rafe's presence. At last, you felt like the world could wait a little.

The soak in the tub was beyond relaxing. Without thinking, you began to completely relax, the hot, bubbling water enveloping your body as tiredness slipped away from you.

You allowed yourself to stay there for a few more minutes, enjoying the peace that so rarely came to you.

When you finally got out of the tub, you felt like new. The water had done wonders on your tired body.

You decided to replace the water in the tub before Rafe arrived. The water you had used was warm, but it wasn't as hot anymore, so you decided to fill it up again for him. You did this more out of instinct than anything else, you wanted to offer him some peace of mind after everything you had been through that day. The sound of the water flowing in the tub was the only thing you could hear as you prepared to go get some clean clothes.

You didn't notice it at first, but when you returned to the living room, you heard the door open. Rafe walked in with his tired, somewhat heavy gait, but it wasn’t until you turned to look at him again that you noticed something odd about his posture. Something about the way he walked, slightly hunched over, made you frown.

Rafe was hurt.

The sweat on his face and the blood stains on his clothes didn’t go unnoticed. There was some wound, perhaps superficial, but enough to make you worry. You hurried to approach him, but he raised his hand, stopping you before you could say anything.

“I’m fine,” he said, his voice tense but firm, as if he didn’t want you to treat him like he was a child. “Just a couple of scratches. A bath will do me good, and that’s it.” His tone was so direct that it left no room for further discussion, as if the idea of ​​being helped was something he preferred to avoid.

You stared at him for a moment, feeling a lump form in your throat. You wanted to help, to do something, but you knew Rafe wasn’t going to let you do it. You knew him too well to know that he wouldn’t accept help easily, especially when it came to something as “minor” as a wound.

“I’ve already filled the tub for you,” you finally said, trying to hide how much it worried you to see him in that state. Your voice sounded calmer than you felt, but there was still a note of concern that you couldn’t hide. “It’s ready. Just… be careful, okay?”

Rafe looked at you with a crooked smile, that smile of his that used to be so trusting, but now seemed somewhat forced. “Thank you,” he said quietly, giving you a slight nod in thanks. 

You stood there for a few moments, watching him head towards the tub, where he paused for a moment before beginning to strip off his blood and dirt stained clothes. 

The tension in the air between the two of you was palpable, but in the end, you knew you couldn’t just leave him like that. If he wasn’t going to accept it, you would take the lead. No matter what was between you, you couldn’t leave him hurt and alone. 

You approached the tub with a clear decision in your mind. Without thinking too much, you grabbed a clean rag and dipped it into the hot water. The sound of the water sliding down his skin, the warmth emitted by the steam, turned it all into a kind of calm that at first seemed disconcerting. Rafe stayed silent, watching you as you moved the cloth gently across his torso, careful not to touch his wounds, cleaning away the dirt that had accumulated on his body.

You didn’t think about his nakedness. You knew that, at this point, it was just a practical matter.

Rafe, despite the awkwardness of the situation, kept looking at you, and with a crooked smile, decided to break the silence. “Are you really doing this?” he said in a sarcastic tone, raising an eyebrow, as if he were in the middle of an awkward joke. “Aren’t you afraid of getting wet?”

You laughed despite yourself, almost unable to help it. The laughter came out of you spontaneously, lightening the heavy atmosphere that had formed a little. “If I get wet, I get wet. It’s not like I haven’t gotten wet before.” You replied, cleaning the part of his shoulder more carefully, always aware of the wounds.

Rafe’s sarcastic tone never faded, though at the moment it seemed more like a way to cope than anything else. He stared at you, but this time, something in his gaze changed. 

“You’re beautiful,” he said casually, as if it were just a comment. But there was something in his eyes that left you speechless. 

Your heart skipped a beat, and you immediately felt uncomfortable. For a second, you froze. “Please don’t say that,” you murmured, trying to look away to avoid him seeing it in your eyes. 

The atmosphere between the two of you grew tense, as if the words were floating in the air, weighing more than anything you could say. There were too many things left unsaid between you, too many intertwined feelings, and the complications of everything going on in your lives. But, in that instant, the comment seemed to change something.

Rafe didn't respond immediately. Instead, he gently took your hand, guiding it through the water as you ran it over his chest. The closeness of his body, the way he touched you, made your breathing quicken. Before you could react, he pulled you towards him, into the tub, unexpectedly. The warmth of the water surrounding both of you only intensified the feeling of closeness, of warmth. 

You stood there, not knowing what to do. Your whole body was telling you to get away, that it wasn't the time, that this shouldn't happen. But something in his gaze, something in the way he held you, made your own thoughts fade away. The doubts and voices in your head seemed to fade away when his lips met yours, in an intense but silent way, as if there was no turning back. 

Despite what your mind was telling you, what was warning you that this could be a mistake, you couldn't help it. The touch of his body, the unexpected connection, made you lose control for a moment. The pressure in your chest disappeared, and for an instant, there was only the sensation of his lips, of his closeness, of the passion you hadn't planned.

You knew that, after all this, nothing would ever be the same again. But in that moment, you surrendered to the sensation, to the connection you both shared, even though everything around you told you not to let yourself go.

You both stayed there for a long time, in silence, only the sound of the water and the ragged breaths filling the air around you. There was no rush, no urgency to move away. The warmth of the water and the closeness of your bodies enveloped you, and for a moment, you let yourself go, you let the chaos of the world be replaced by the calm that only he could offer you in that instant. The tension between you seemed to slowly fade away, as if time had stopped and everything else no longer mattered.

When you finally pulled away from him, a little dazed, it was Rafe who broke the silence with a soft, but determined voice. “Come on,” he said, taking your hand gently. 

You didn’t have time to say anything else before he led you out of the tub and into the bedroom, but you didn’t care. There was something comforting about the idea of ​​spending the night with him, of sharing a space, even if it was just for a few hours. You felt calmer than you had in days, something you didn’t even know you needed until that moment.

[cupidlovesastro]

🔮𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒂𝒚 𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚🪻

moon masterlist

moon sign and your mother

moon through the houses- synastry

⟢ moon ☌ sun- you tend to really identify with your emotions. you may also feel consciously connected to your intuition, and your very aware of your intuitive senses. your mom and dad may also be very similar , and you could be really similar to your mom and/or dad. you feel the most comfortable and happiest when you are yourself. you also feel the most yourself when you’re expressing your emotions or doing something that feeds your spiritual energy. it’s easy to know yourself in and out , where as other aspects can struggle with knowing theirself. you also have a good balance of masculinity and femininity

⟢ moon ☌ mercury- your very good at communicating what your feeling. you may also be good at writing your feelings and using creative out lets like poetry or song writing. you may be clairvoyant in a way, and your good at picking up on energies. you may also have a feminine voice or sound a lot like your mom. you can also be really reassuring and verbally supportive and encouraging. you may talk about your emotions often, things with a creative word pallet or in a emotional and sensitive way

⟢ moon ☌ venus- you have to have an emotional connection to the people you fall in love with. your face is also really pretty, and you can have a really feminine look. speaking of femininity, you are very connected to your feminine energy and you could have a good relationship with your mom. you may also look like your mom or get a lot of your beauty from your mom. it may be important that your mom approves of your lover and you may also tend to take a motherly role in relationships. you may also be the kind of person who won’t date or go out with someone if they give you a bad feeling. you may also get a lot of baby fever and want to fall in love with someone who you want to have kids by

⟢ moon ☌ mars- you are someone who may have quite explosive or extreme emotions. your emotions are abrupt and blatant, and you may not hold back when in an emotional state. you are someone who’s emotionally strong and you often try to make logic of your emotions. you have a good balance of masculine and feminine energy, traits, personality, etc. your not worried about being too feminine nor masculine. you could’ve had a mother who was quite masculine and assertive. when it comes to sex, you may want to have an emotional connection with your partners and can be quite intuitive with their partners. i could also see this placement accidentally getting pregnant/ having a baby (sorry 💔)

⟢ moon ☌ jupiter- you have emotions that are quite big. you may be very expressive, emotionally and can tend to exaggerate your feelings. you heal through your emotions and you may have a great deal of intuition and spirituality. i can see this placement having clairvoyance or clairsentience as well. it’s easy for you to understand and develop spiritually. you may also be very feminine and express yourself very femininely. your mother could’ve had a big influence on you and she may also help with your healing. you may also have luck when it comes to understanding your inner self and spiritual abilities

⟢ moon ☌ saturn- you have a hard time expressing your feelings and you have a lot of suppressed emotions. i can see someone with this placement having emotional outbursts. you may not trust your intuition or your spiritual self, or hold that side of yourself away. your mother may have also be very restricting, and possibly controlling in a way. it can take a lot of your to express your feelings and for others to get you to express them. on the other hand, you may have to discipline yourself from being too emotional.

⟢ moon ☌ uranus- your emotions can be erratic and unpredictable. your emotions can change fast and unexpectedly. you also don’t like when people tell you how you should feel and may not be the most receptive to advice, especially on your emotions. you can be misunderstood because of your emotions and people may not understand all the time. in a way, your emotions have no bounds. your mom may also be quite unpredictable and may not have been in your life consistently

⟢ moon ☌ neptune- you can be someone who’s deeply emotional but also deeply intuitive. you may be the kind of person whose dreams have meaning, especially to your emotions, mother, children, or just your intuition in general. you can become clouded by your emotions and become very delusional in a way. when in your feelings, reality becomes harder to grasp and your mother may have been this way as well. your mother could’ve also be very spiritual and can have a very strong intuition. she may be the type that’s like “i had a dream that…” and often has spiritual experiences. your are very spiritually in-tuned and very aware of your intuitive mind or abilities

⟢ moon ☌ pluto- your emotions are VERY intense. sorry but this is a hard aspect to sugar coat. your emotions can change often and quite fast too. although, you try to keep your feelings in the dark, and you may be misunderstood because of your emotions or people often find them unreasonable. you may also change your spiritual beliefs often, although you are very intuitive in general. your mom could be obsessive/posessive over you and she could be jealous. on the other hand, she may be really spiritual and into occultism and is very sensitive to your emotions

[neurodivergent-and-mentally-ill]

TW: Yandere shit, probably dead dove, don't read under this cut if you can't handle gore or manipulations or mentions of, well, death.

I got the definitions from a friend who copied them from I don't really know where, but I think it's someone from Tumblr.

Types of yanderes:

Clingy:

This Yandere type is too emotionally dependent on their Darling. They’re emotionally fragile; requiring constant attention and support. They’re the type to constantly phone and text their Darling, and they can feel overwhelmed if the subject of their clinginess isn’t around. They work to insert themselves into their beloved’s personal life and become very angry when their Darling is not available to them. Their smothering is draining.

Obsessive:

This Yandere type is fixated; their Darling is the only thing on their mind, and it’s taking over. The obsessive Yandere is a prisoner to their own thoughts. Their obsession leads to poor eating, sleeping habits and withdrawal from society. They’re the type to spend so much time fantasizing about the relationship they could have and how it might evolve: that first meeting, a rescue scenario, being the one person their Darling trusts with their most intimate secrets, an instant bond and connection, sexual fantasies, etc. This is typically the type stalkers fall into.

Possessive:

This Yandere type needs to own and dominate their Darling. They become aggressive if their ownership is threatened and grow angry if their Darling makes independent decisions. They want the Darling utterly dependent on them and they will remove all of their safety nets to do so: friends and family members who support them, financial assets and savings, much-needed resources, etc. 

Manipulative:

This Yandere type will exercise unscrupulous control and influence over their Darling. This is the type of Yandere were their relationship with their Darling will appear normal. If their Darling is already in a relationship, they will use a position of trust to create wedges between in that relationship. And once they are together, the Yandere will do everything to stop them from leaving, from encouraging co-dependence to using their Darling’s secrets and weaknesses against them.

Overprotective:

This Yandere type is inclined to safeguard, shield, or carefully supervise their Darling to an obsessive degree. They never leave their Darling alone, and they don’t know how to balance their concern with respect for their Darling’s independence and freedom. They believe they’re acting in their beloved’s best interest, but they come across as overbearing, bossy, or controlling.

Sadistic:

This Yandere type will intentionally cause suffering by bringing about emotional or physical harm to their Darling and will derive pleasure from doing so. They’re the type to spreading rumors and lies about their Darling to isolate them. Or let their Darling escape only to dash their hopes by re-capturing them. They’re fascinated with the physical, mental, and emotional limitations of their Darling and how to reach them. They just want to watch their beloved squirm under their control.

Delusional:

This Yandere type holds the belief or impressions that their Darling already loves them, which is typically contradicted by reality. They take their Darling’s actions the wrong way; if they do something out of kindness, the Yandere will think it’s out of love. If their Darling says they don’t love the Yandere, they’ll think it’s all lies, or they’re Darling is just shy. Their love distorts the reality they perceive. 

Self-indulgent:

This Yandere type wants to be worshipped by their Darling. They’re selfish, satisfying their own desires and whims without restraint. They act according to what they want rather than thinking of what’s best for themselves or others. They want their Darling to pamper them and often express impatience when gratification is delayed. They have a “me first” attitude and become disgruntled when having to do something that isn’t on their agenda.

Impulsive:

This Yandere type acts on desires, whims, or inclination without forethought, which makes them one of the more dangerous ones. They act in response to their emotions and don’t always think about how their actions can affect others. They are also prone to erratic mood changes, overreacting, outbursts, kidnapping, murder and the list goes on. A positive side would be their transparency; they tend not to think before thinking, so they tend to be honest.

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Name: Riddle Rosehearts

Class: 2-E

Type: Pretty obvious, but Riddle is an Overprotective Yandere. He will dictate your every move because he believes that he knows what's best for you. 

Scale from 1-10: Not gonna lie, with the mommy issues and his strict, unrelenting personality, he'd be a 8/10. The only reason he isn't a 10 is because he doesn't want to be exactly like his mom. Sure he'd basically never let you out of his sight, but he wouldn't hurt you. Riddle would restrain you, at most, by putting a collar with a lead around your neck at all times. See how caring he is?

Whether he would kill: Absolutely, if it means you'll listen to his rules.

Whether he would share: Maybe, just maybe, with Trey. Other than him? NO. 

How much freedom you are allowed: He doesn't want unruly troublemakers like Ace or Grim around you, so you'll probably be put on a schedule much like how he keeps one for himself.

Habits: Brushing your hair (if you have any), dressing you up, feeding you small cakes.

Escape attempt (successful): "NO! Nononono, I can't lose my rose! I'll find you, and when I do, I'll strip you of your thorns once and for all! You'll have no choice but to stay with me! I'll never let you out of my sight again!"

Escape attempt (failed): "Ha! Oh, how careless of you, rosebud! You thought you could escape from the Queen of Hearts? For your treason, it's OFF WITH YOUR HEAD- ah... no, I could never hurt you... it must have been those rulebreakers who put such thoughts in your head!"

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Name: Trey Clover

Class: 3-E

Type: Manipulative all the way. He's highly intelligent and with his signature spell, anything you eat could be laced with a potion of some sort that might influence how you see him and/or other people.

Scale: Trey is not a character I'm all too familiar with, but since he's using stuff to mess with our brains, he's getting put at a sold 9/10.

Whether he would kill: He could kill. With his spell, no matter what kind of autopsy they do on the body, they won't find a damn thing. And he makes sure you know of this. But in reality, he probably wouldn't. Probably.

Whether he would share: Although he isn't one to get jealous or violent easily, that doesn't mean he's willing to share.

How much freedom you are allowed: It would depend on your behavior and how dependent you are to him. If you're deep into his manipulations, you might not want to leave his side due to his intoxicated sweets.

Habits: Feeding you, kissing the top of your head, rubbing your thighs.

Escape attempt (successful): "Oh dear... it seems my rabbit has fled. I'll need to bring them home before they get hurt and feed them something that'll ensure they have a good night's rest."

Escape attempt (fail): "Where are you going, dear? You haven't even touched your dinner. No, no, it's not safe for you to go alone. Why don't I bring you something that will make you forget about this silly self-dependency?"

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Name: Cater Diamond

Class: 3-B

Type: Clingy-Obsessive. Cater would stalk you constantly, has a wall with your pictures, and probably has a couple of your items, but nothing too bad like your underwear. It's easy for him to keep an eye at you 24/7 because of his unique magic, which allows him to make clones of himself. He needs your constant validation and attention like a whiny puppy.

Scale: Honestly, Cater is about a 5/10. He won't hurt you, but he would hurt himself if you ever tried to leave. He has his clones to keep an eye on you and he's more likely to break into your house to cuddle with you, rather than 'punish' you for looking at other people.

Whether he would kill: No, he'd more likely ruin their social life to keep a person away from you.

Whether he would share: He doesn't really want to give your attention up for another person, but if it would make you happy and if it was someone he was comfortable around, I guess.

How much freedom you are allowed: You are allowed complete freedom, but that's only because he can find you at any given time.

Habits: Taking erotic pictures of you, randomly pulling you toward him in hugs.

Escape attempt (successful): "B-babe? Where are you?! Babe!" *sobs and calls you, but goes straight to voicemail and leaves this*. "If you leave me, I'm going to kill myself! I'll drive off the bridge! And I'll let the entire world know that it's your fault!"

Escape attempt (fail): "Where are you going, baby? Y-you're not leaving me, right? You can't! I'll follow you wherever you go! I'll treat you better than anyone else ever could and if you plan on leaving, I'm going to slit my wrists!"

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Name: Ace Trappola

Class: 1-A

Type: Ace, despite always trying to push his work on others, is actually very smart and knows how to play people. He'd probably be another manipulative one, but with a sprinkle of possessiveness. Not too much, just to the point where you understand that you are Ace's.

Scale: 6/10 like Trey, although Ace would actually leave a couple bruises if you piss him off, but nothing more than that.

Whether he would kill: Unlikely. If he was really pissed off, he'd probably beat you instead and would choke you out for a good couple minutes before letting go and dragging you to his place to clean you up, apologize, gaslight you, etc.

Whether he would share: Nah. Ace is a greedy little shit, he don't want no one getting handsy with you.

How much freedom you are allowed: Enough for classes, since you share most of them, but other than his time at basketball practice and games, he's with you.

Habits: Putting an arm on your shoulder to remind you who's boss, hug you from behind.

Escape attempt (successful): "Where the fuck are you?! If you think that someone other than me is going to love you the way you are, you're WRONG! So just come home now and I promise I won't be too mad. After all, I'm the only one who cares about a nobody like you."

Escape attempt (fail): Slap! "Did you really think that you could run away from me?! You fucking idiot, I'm way more athletic than an average chump like you! What, you thought that someone would take you in out of pity? Not a chance. Don't worry though, I'll never stray from you."

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Name: Deuce Spade

Class: 1-A

Type: Impulsive Overprotector. He thinks everyone is a potential threat to you and flies off the handle if someone so much as rolls their eyes at you.

Scale: 7/10

Whether he would kill: No, but he could- and would -definitely send people to the hospital.

Whether he would share: Nope! Big no! Any potential partner addition you bring will leave your place as minced meat.

How much freedom you are allowed: Deuce does not want to hurt you at all if he can help it, so you can go anywhere as long as he can go with you. When in familiar places, like NRC, he's less prone to jealousy and won't tail you. Same goes for when you're with friends. He knows you won't cheat because he will send whoever you've been seeing to the emergency room.

Habits: Loves cuddling, going for rides together in his blastcycle, and overall just enjoys your company. He's a simple man.

Escape attempt (successful): "Shit! Prefect, come back! It's not safe for a weakling like you, damn it! I'll get you back safe and sound in my arms even if it means breaking a couple bones. That'll teach you to run from your guardian!"

Escape attempt (fail): "Where the hell do you think you're going? You're seeing him again?! I'll break his face if you leave this room! Oh? You want to stay and watch a movie with me instead? Good idea."

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Name: Leona Kingscholar

Class: 3-A

Type: Leona would be a hell-spawn mix of possessive, manipulative, and self-indulgent. Yup. Being rich and crazy does something to ya.

Scale: 10/10. Leona would spare no expense to get you and control you. Being a prince, he'd easily use money to his advantage and force you to be financially dependent on him and he'd basically treat you like a toy, but also expect you to indulge in his every whim and fancy. He would want you to worship him and praise him constantly.

Whether he would kill: Absolutely if it means getting you in his claws.

Whether he would share: Absolutely not! And if you look at someone too long, poof! They're turned to sand.

How much freedom you are allowed: Zero freedom, almost zero privacy. No showers alone, no changing without him, no sleeping alone. You can guess the ONE thing you can do alone.

Habits: Grabbing your ass out of nowhere just because he can. It don't matter if people are around, what the hell are they gonna say to a prince? He probably has a public or semi-public kink. And because he's a cat, maybe a piss kink too- (tbh, I don't understand why people find it hot, but I'm not one to kinkshame here)

Escape attempt (successful): "Stupid mouse... do they even realize that I let them leave? Oh, the look on their pretty face is going to be so sweet when they realize that they were played. Heh. Until then, I'll take a nap. Maybe they'll come crawlin' back on their own. It's not like they have anything to their name."

Escape attempt (fail): "Poor little mouse, got yourself cornered without making it past the bedroom door. Let me tell you a little secret; you aren't goin' back home. And if you try to leave again, your friends will become nothing more than a few sandbags, got it? Good. Come lay down before I break your legs."

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Name: Ruggie Bucchi

Class: 2-B

Type: Manipulative and obsessive. Maybe he'll just hang out with you, but oh no, the guy you hate was making fun of you. Somehow, the dude ends up paralyzed from the waist down after jumping off the balcony on the third story.

Scale: 9/10. He's smart and hard to pin down with evidence since he doesn't leave any. Even if you wanted to run away, with his signature spell, you can't. Like it or not, he's your problem now. And you'd be wise to ensure he gets enough attention or he might just shorten your circle of friends.

Whether he would kill: It wouldn't be his first option, but if needed, then yes. 

Whether he would share: Sure, but if the other person gets too bold, Ruggie would cut them out for good. He would probably only share with Leona, but only if Leona helps keep you in place.

How much freedom you are allowed: Considering that Ruggie is far more athletic than you, he has his signature spell, and that he could also just sniff you out, you're allowed a great deal of freedom.

Habits: Burying his face in your neck, asking for head rubs, very touchy-feely.

Escape attempt (successful): "Hah! I won't let you slip away! You're the only one who saw past where I came from! You're not escaping that easy. Time to find out just how hard this hyena can bite, Prefect!"

Escape attempt (fail): "Shishishi! Seeing you try to run away when I can just make you dance my dance is funny! Why don't you laugh with me? Aw, why'd ya stop running? Something the matter? Shishishi..."​​​​​​

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Name: Jack Howl

Class: 1-B

Type: Overprotective-possessive. Like Deuce, he can and will hospitalize somebody, but unlike Deuce, Jack won't snap at random folk giving you a side eye.

Scale: 7/10. He would absolutely beat up someone who made you mad or hurt and probably worse than Deuce. He's much more possessive though. When it comes to trusted friends, not so much, but anyone else? They get a death-glare. And ain't no one wants to mess with a wolf that could break their neck just by squeezing his hand.

Whether he would kill: Only if someone severely hurt you or tried to physically take you from him. 

Whether he would share: Small chance. He's possessive not because he wants to own you or anything, he just doesn't want anyone else to be near you. Wolf instincts or something.

How much freedom you are allowed: Generally, he wants to be near you as much as possible. Wolves are pack animals and beastmen did evolve from the animal they take after, so the instinct that you two need to be together at all times runs strong. Not much time for yourself, really.

Habits: Sniffing you, licking your throat/neck, surprisingly clingy sleeper.

Escape attempt (successful): "GRR! You think you can just run from me?! I'll sniff you out faster than you can blink! Especially when I UNLEASH THE BEAST!"

Escape attempt (fail): "Goin' somewhere? Nah, you're not doin' that- you want to leave me? Fat fucking chance." Picks you up and throws you over his shoulder. "We're gonna go back inside. Stop squirmin' around so much before I break your legs!" (he wouldn't actually)

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OCTAVINELLE

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Name: Azul Ashengrotto

Class: 2-C

Type: Another manipulative mix. He's smart when it comes to people, almost terrifyingly so, but he's also very clingy. He needs you to be around him 24/7 or he'll lose his shit. Probably forced you into a contract one way or another. He'd gaslight you pretty bad, but he'd also worship you to make you think that he's the only one who cares about you. He might also be a little delusional.

Scale: 9/10

Whether he would kill: Azul would say, "coincidence is not correlation."

Whether he would share: Honestly, pulling this boy out of the yandere hat would pretty much guarantee you're getting the Leech twins as well.

How much freedom you are allowed: Between the three of the Octrio? Little to none. But hey, at least you might get some privacy if Azul makes you sign a contract to prevent you from running.

Habits: Probably likes to have you sit in his lap while he's working in his office, dress you up, take long baths together, another cuddle bug.

Escape attempt (successful): "Ha... HAHAHAHAHA! You actually managed to tear up that contract and run! Hah... this won't do. Not. At. All. I'll hide you away from the rest of the world when I get my tentacles on you. You'll never see the light of day again at the bottom of the fucking ocean!"

Escape attempt (fail): "Oh, treasure. How silly of you to try and run! I didn't make you sign that contract for nothing. I have your location at all times, so next time you try something like this, I'll have the twins break your legs. Or better yet, how about I take your legs and trade them for a lovely tail, hm? Let's make a deal."

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Name: Jade Leech

Class: 2-E

Type: Sadistic. This motherfucker would use whips, degrade you in the worst way possible, had a blood kink and probably gets turned on by your tears.

Scale: Most people would think that Floyd would be the more dangerous one, but they're wrong. Jade is a 10/10. I believe that he loves seeing you cry because in the Coral Sea, you can't see tears. Therefore he's fascinated by them. Lucky for you that Azul can just magic your scars away with a deal.

Whether he would kill: Again, can you prove it was him? Hm? Yeah, that's what I thought.

Whether he would share: Again, buy one, get two free with the Octrio.

How much freedom you are allowed: He'd probably give you lots of freedom if only to enjoy stalking you while you were unaware.

Habits: Serving you (whatever you're thinking is right), feeding you his weird ass mushrooms, because he's got the whole butler vibe going on, he loves forcing you into maid outfits (gender doesn't matter).

Escape attempt (successful): "Oya, the latest report on my beloved says- what?! How did they manage to run away? Pfft- clever little minnow, swimming between the cracks of the contract. How fun, this game. I'll have you begging on your knees in no time."

Escape attempt (fail): "Come out, come out wherever you are~ I know you're hiding here somewhere. You couldn't have gotten far with Floyd guarding the exit. Little Pearl, I'll make your punishment light if you come out now... no? Nothing? Good. I like it better when you're begging me to stop anyway." Silence. Then a gloved hand covers your mouth from behind you. "Found you~"

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Name: Floyd Leech

Class: 2-D

Type: Despite what you may think, he's not a sadist like his brother. He's completely impulsive in his actions and prone to violence, but he won't go out of his way to see you tremble underneath him or anything. Unless he was in the mood for that kind of thing. It really depends on his mood.

Scale: Anywhere from a 7 to a 10/10. Some days he might just squeeze and bruise your bones in a very loveable hug, other days... you're getting dragged around by your tie or collar, choked out for pissing him off, bitten all over your body, or maybe he just wants to cuddle for five consecutive hours.

Whether he would kill: Yes and he'd want everyone to know. Jade and Azul hide the evidence and body and/or blackmail whoever they need to.

Whether he would share: If he was in a good mood, yeah, but if he's in a I'm-never-gonna-let-you-leave-my-bed mood, not so much.

How much freedom you are allowed: Depends on how fast you are-

Habits: Literally just picking you up and carrying you around like a doll.

Escape attempt (successful): "Where did Koebi-chan go? I was kinda feelin' down, but a game is the perfect way to go! A game where if I catch Koebi-chan, I'll squeeze them 'til their bones crack and break their legs! Ahahaha! They'll never think about leaving me again!"

Escape attempt (fail): Sigh. "This is no fun, Shrimpy! I'm in the mood for tag, not hide 'n seek!" CRASH! A table is thrown close to where you were hiding, making you back away, the smallest of rustles made. "Oya? Did I scare ya, shrimpy? That's cute. I guess I'll just have to close my eyes and count from one to ten. If you make it out the door, you're free. Ready? One... two... TEN!" You barely had time to stand up, much less run as he went straight from two to ten. "Gotcha~"

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SCARABIA

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Name: Kalim Al-Asim

Class: 2-A

Type: Completely delusional and clingy. He genuinely believes that you love him, you just need to be pampered more. You'll stop fighting if he gets you enough jewels, right?

Scale: Pretty mild, maybe a 4/10. I mean, he won't let you out of his sight and he's the heir to one of, if not the, richest families in the world, so you're not leaving him and he may chain you with a long lead to let you 'adapt to your surroundings', but he would never hurt you. Nor would he let anyone else hurt you.

Whether he would kill: The thought would never even cross his mind. 

Whether he would share: Why would he? He's basically a prince (I know he's not actually one) that has everything he could ever want, why would he start sharing now? Except with Jamil.

How much freedom you are allowed: You can have anything, go anywhere, as long as Kalim and his guards are with you.

Habits: Humming while cuddling you, dancing with you, touching you in some way or form, always hugging you.

Escape attempt (successful): "Guards! Please find my sunshine! Spare no expense, I just want them found and safe! I-I..." Sob. "I promise to be better next time, to give them more attention! So much that they'll never want to leave again!"

Escape attempt (fail): "S-Sunshine, where are you going? I... I don't think I can give you that. I can give you anything else though! I'm sorry, but I think I need to have my guards chain you again. D-don't cry, I promise I won't hurt you! If you don't want that, then maybe a talk with Jamil will help."

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Name: Jamil Viper

Class: 2-C

Type: If you've finished the fourth book, it's pretty obvious that he's a manipulative asshole and because he's used to sharing everything with Kalim, you are his most prized possession that Kalim will never touch. I love him, I really do, but you're gonna be under his control all day, every day.

Scale: 8/10

Whether he would kill: Jamil? Kill? It's not his fault the other people you were talking to killed themselves.

Whether he would share: You are the one damn thing he won't share.

How much freedom you are allowed: Under his unique magic, you won't want to leave his side.

Habits: Making you serve him.

Escape attempt (successful): "A-AGH! NO! You can't leave me! You're mine, my diamond! I didn't want to get that starry-eyed dimwit involved, but you leave me no choice! I'll use my magic on Kalim and get him to initiate a search for you country-wide!"

Escape attempt (fail): "Darling, is there a reason you haven't been looking at my face today? Did the spell wear off? Oh, don't worry; you'll be back to feeling those beautiful emotions again. After all, you love me, right?" You don't get a chance to move before Jamil grabs your face and forces you to look at him, that half second you look into his eyes before closing your own costing you dearly. "Snake charmer."

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POMEFIORE

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Name: Vil Schoenheit

Class: 3-C

Type: Tell me I'm wrong, but Vil would be self-indulgent. He'd put you under a curse (since that's his specialty) and make you adore him. Might be overprotective too. He probably doesn't want anyone to 'taint your purity' or whatever.

Scale: 10/10. What? He tried to murder, or at least curse, Neige, don't tell me this boy ain't a walking inferiority-superiority complex.

Whether he would kill: Uhhh, SCD anyone? Yeah. Vil would.

Whether he would share: Not in a million years. 

How much freedom you are allowed: LMAO, YOU FUCKING WISH!

Habits: Obviously also very touchy, he would dress you to match with him, make you do his skincare routine, force you to bathe together, but he probably won't be as strict about your diet. Only because he doesn't want your crying about losing your favorite snacks to ruin your makeup.

Escape attempt (successful): "Tsk. They must have broken the curse somehow. Or maybe it was one of their nasty little friends. Oh, well. I guess it's time to use something a little... stronger. Let's see you try to run when the only thing in your head is ME!"

Escape attempt (fail): "My cute little potato, trying to run. Before you go, do tell me how much you enjoy this perfume!" Sprays a bottle of perfume he had inflicted a curse onto. "Poor potato, to drop onto the ground so ungracefully. You can't feel your limbs? Darling, you're not supposed to! I'll fix you right up with a cup of tea. It's a special blend, meant to invoke your suppressed desires for me. We'll go back to that picture perfect power couple soon enough."

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Name: Rook Hunt

Class: 3-A

Type: Impulsive and obsessive. This man is, uh, he's something.

Scale: 9/10. He doesn't really want to hurt you physically, but oh how he loves chasing you. And the look on your face when he finds your newest hiding spot? It sends a rush through his body. He also loves 'viewing' you in your 'natural habitat'. Y'know, like a stalker.

Whether he would kill: He prefers the term 'hunting'.

Whether he would share: Sure, if they can take you from him. But even Leona is afraid of this guy while Malleus actively avoids him, so who tf is gonna snatch you back?

How much freedom you are allowed: The freedom you get is when you run. Then he inevitably finds you and ties you up. I don't know, this man is kinky af, okay?

Habits: Like Cater, he has a wall of photos of you. I feel like he'd let you run off on purpose, then he'd hunt you down, or wait until you get caught in one of his traps he set up. Probably has a pet play kink. 

Escape attempt (successful): "My, my... little trickster has certainly lived up to their name! I can't seem to find them anywhere! I suppose it's time to pull out the very last trick in my book! Come, let’s see you try to outrun me. I See You. I'll track you down, one way or another."

Escape attempt (fail): "Got yourself strung up by one of my nets, I see! Ah, perhaps steel was too strong for a magic-less person, I can see where the wiring had cut into your skin. No matter, you're still beautiful to me! In fact, these new scars liken you to a tiger! I'll get you down and we'll have a nice evening game, if you still want to leave. Non? You don't wish to run anymore? Merveilleux! We shall stay in tonight!"

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Name: Epel Felmier

Class: 1-B

Type: Epel was difficult to pinpoint, ngl. I decided that him being an impulsive and clingy yandere fit best, but he's not all that emotionally fragile, so idk. Lmk in the comments if you have better ideas, I guess.

Scale: 2/10. He wants your attention and he loves the feeling of security he gets from being around you, gets a little jelly when you look at other people, but as long as you reassure him that you love him, he'll back off. Might be a little manipulative since he'll probably use his looks to charm and sway you.

Whether he would kill: I could imagine him threatening someone with a cast iron pan like Rapunzel, but killing someone? Nah.

Whether he would share: Just because he's not all aggro does not make him a good yandere. He ain't sharing y'all.

How much freedom you are allowed: Tbh, he'd ask Rook to keep an eye on you when he can't.

Habits: Despite his looks, he's a strong farm boy and I strongly believe he's be able to live a six foot something man over his shoulders easily, so I guess you guys are getting piggybacks for life. He probably wouldn't even break a sweat, lol.

Escape attempt (successful): "Do ya think I'm just some apple pickin' munchkin?! I ain't letting go of ya, even if it means putting you to sleep for eternity! When I find ya, your gonna get one helluva throwdown!"

Escape attempt (fail): "Sugar, are you going somewhere? I don't believe that's proper- huh? You're leaving me?! I don't think so, sugar! I'll be damned if ya think about rollin' around with one of those uptight city folk! Mah family's gonna want to meetcha! Close your eyes, still your breath. Crimson Slumber!"

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IGNIHYDE

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Name: Idia Shroud

Class: 3-B

Type: We already KNOW we got another obsessive stalker on our hands. He's probably super clingy too when he finally picks his balls up from the floor to sniggety snatch you into his fortress. AKA, his room or the Isle of Woe. Probably has a pair of your underwear to jerk off into.

Scale: Idia, since his family is at least as rich as Kalim's, is standing at a solid 8.5/10 if only for the fact that he can make you disappear without a trace.

Whether he would kill: He tried to reset the entire damn world. Can he kill? Bitch, he can fucking genocide.

Whether he would share: It's just gonna be you and his cosplay fetishes for the rest of your life.

How much freedom you are allowed: He's like a touch-starved rabid dog, you ain't got a chance to so much as breathe alone.

Habits: Dude has a whole ass closet of all the skanky cosplays he's gonna put you in LMFAO. 

Escape attempt (successful): "NOOOOOO! I WON'T LET YOU LEAVE ME!" Red flames surrounded him, a burst of fury in physical form. "I'LL FIND YOU! THERE'S NOT A DAMN PLACE IN THE WORLD WHERE YOU CAN HIDE IN THAT S.T.Y.X WON'T REACH!"

Escape attempt (fail): "P-Prefect, why are you trying to leave? I can get you anything you want or if you want to go places, I can just have a replica set up here! There's no reason to l-leave! Besides, I already have our entire future planned out! I got rid of those lame ass side characters just for you!"

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DIASOMNIA

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Name: Malleus Draconia

Class: 3-D

Type: Obviously possessive as all FUCK because he's a dragon fae prince guy dude. Yes, I typed that on purpose.

Scale: 10/10 and I swear if I have to explain why, I'm gonna burst a blood vessel. 

Whether he would kill: No shit, Sherlock. Hell, he'd probably burn the world down just to see you smile.

Whether he would share: You look at someone: they instantly die. They look at you: they instantly die. You sneeze in someone's general direction: they die. That sums up how very generous Tsunotarou is.

How much freedom you are allowed: What's freedom? Never heard of this bitch :D

Habits: Dunno, he probably has a marking kink or a bondage kink or something. I feel like he just needs to have you close by, or lightning will strike the nearest child.

Escape attempt (successful): "FIND THEM BEFORE I DISEMBOWL YOU ALL!" A very furious prince was causing a hurricane with just his anger, making it difficult for you to run. Lightning struck too close for comfort before the wind was knocked out of you as you were thrown back by the blast. "Child of man, hear me speak; should you decide to keep this foolishness up, I will have no choice but to strike you down. You are mine!"

Escape attempt (fail): You ran through a forest, successfully leaving the castle somehow. Then, a crushing pressure surrounded you, making it hard for you to breathe, and you soon realized that it was because you were trapped underneath the talons of a smoking dragon. "You are coming back now and will never leave my sight again. Should you attempt this once more, I will set fire to the entirety of Sage Island."

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Name: Lilia Vanrouge

Class: 3-E

Type: Impulsive, a little sadistic, and definitely obsessed with you. (I am too, you look fine as hell, dear readers-)

Scale: Although it would depend on his whims, the number's aren't too flexible. 8-9/10.

Whether he would kill: Bro's gone to war and back, why the everloving fuck are you asking that? Of course pookie will kill for you!

Whether he would share: Solid nope. 

How much freedom you are allowed: Like Rook, he lives for the chase. He's probably let you be free (when he's not clinging to your side) just to mock you, then snatch you right up when you're expecting it the least.

Habits: Scaring you, probably likes tying you up as well, DEFINITELY bites your neck, might brand you-

Escape attempt (successful): "Khee hee! What fun, this game! I haven't felt this young in centuries! I wonder what kind of expression you'll make this time when I find you? Perhaps you'll start crying? Or try to fight me again? Maybe I'll let you run a little longer, just for the fun of it."

Escape attempt (fail): "Pfft- ahahahaha! The way you screamed when I grabbed you is so delightful!" Almost comically strong arms wrap around your waist from behind. "I have a new toy for you to try. I'm sure you'll enjoy this as much as I do this time."

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Name: Silver

Class: 2-A

Type: Lowkey would be delusional. I mean, hear me out. He saw you "once upon a dream" or some shit like that and now believes you're his soulmate pookie bear.

Scale: Silver has been training his entire life, so he's actually pretty strong, but like- he falls asleep and you can just like, leave. I mean, he'll just find you again or stalk you in your dreams until you go crazy and come back to him, but you get it. 5/10. He won't hurt you, at least.

Whether he would kill: I feel like he could, but he won't.

Whether he would share: I'm not sure, actually. I feel like no, he wouldn't.

How much freedom you are allowed: Depends. Maybe he'll ask Lilia to keep an eye on you.

Habits: BIG DEATH CUDDLER. Will NOT let go at night.

Escape attempt (successful): "Beloved? Where have you gone? Father, my beloved has fled! Please see if you can track them down while I check nearby! I'll be in the stables preparing my horse if you hear anything sooner than my departure!"

Escape attempt (fail): You hadn't slept in days and were on the verge of collapse. You feared that you would dream of your current location, so you refused to sleep. Your legs gave out from underneath you as you treaded along in the vast forests of Briar Valley and your vision blackened. Before you completely surrendered your consciousness, you saw familiar eyes and silver hair stand before you. "Father was right. There would be no struggle if I waited until you had exhausted yourself."

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Name: Sebek Zigvolt

Class: 1-D

Type: Overprotective. Listen, having Sebek as a yandere means that you're now his Malleus. Except that unlike Malleus, who can just teleport away, you're never gonna be able to shake this son of a bitch off.

Scale: 7/10. He would NEVER hurt you, but you are gonna have one hell of a time trying to go anywhere alone. He won't stop you from going places since he's basically licking your boots, but he would draw his sword in a heartbeat against any 'threats'. cough- your friends -cough.

Whether he would kill: Honestly, if you told him to kill someone, he would. If you didn't? Unlikely he would go that far on his own.

Whether he would share: No, just... no. Not even with Malleus.

How much freedom you are allowed: He'd guard you while you were in the bathroom, shitting, FROM THE INSIDE. Freedom my ass.

Habits: Bowing to you, kissing the back of your hand, he'd definitely be much 'softer' with you.

Escape attempt (successful): "DAMMIT! MY LIEGE, YOU MUSTN'T LEAVE WITHOUT ME!" Sebek, furious, was heading to the doghouse to get his hounds to track your scent. There were FAR too many dangers for you to go alone. A sudden thought formed. "My liege... must have been taken! I'll bring you back, don't worry!"

Escape attempt (fail): "HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU?! I- yes, I'll lower my voice... but I simply can not follow through with this order! Apologies, but I fear you are not in the right state of mind to ask me to stay home! I'm afraid I will have to detain you in your room until you come to your senses."

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minghao best friend headcanons <3

a/n: given how SLAY minghao's comeback was, i needed to honor him by posting something. he is an absolute gem, so hopefully these hcs reflect the joy and appreciation minghao brings me :,-) pics not mine <3

content: fluff | wc: 0.9k | warnings: none! | pairing: bestfriend!minghao x gn!reader | requests:open

where to even begin with the AMAZING best friend minghao??

as a best friend, he is ALL heart. super caring, kind, and warm <3

with plenty of sass to balance out all the sappiness

he’s like a wise but playful elder why do i feel like he’d hate me comparing him to an elder…sorry minghao

he simultaneously knows what’s best for you while constantly making things lighthearted through jokes, silly conversations, and nonstop giggling

you’ll always have the time of your LIFE with minghao by your side

he is equal parts joy and peace

friendship with him is the perfect balance of being uplifted and grounded

every time you comment on this aspect of him, he always says it is because of you 

usually you two playfully argue about who is the one making everything so calm and secure until you agree that it is thanks to both of you

minghao finds these little debates endearing because it’s a way for him to express his love and appreciation for you without the tone being too serious

he doesn’t shy away from serious conversations, though

communication is very important to him, and he is always willing to dedicate time and emotional space for you, whether that’s a check-in over the phone or a whole night discussing what’s going on in your lives/relationship

truly, no one could be more attuned to your needs and moods than minghao because he has spent your entire friendship observing you and learning everything there is to know

you, of course, have done the exact same, so you two basically have a special intuition about each other :,-) 

it is incredibly special, and everyone is EXTREMELY jealous of your bond

because you two are naturally a perfect fit AND you both put in the work to keep yourselves aligned with each other

minghao holds himself to high standards of friendship which means that, while he may require a lot of things to be closest friend, he 100% returns the favor and is always working to be his best self with you 

given how much effort he puts into loving and caring for you, he is not afraid to tell you if he thinks other people in your life are not treating you the way you deserve

whether it’s a partner, friend, coworker, etc., minghao will not stand any subpar behavior of those in your life

he knows how valuable you are and refuses to let that be diminished or ignored

he is always, always respectful when he discusses these things with you though

like he is stern sometimes very stubborn but he is so very kind

he loves and cherishes you more than anything, after all <3333

minghao also fully listens if you comment on how other people are treating him

in his eyes, your words should be 100% believed, even if he disagrees with them from time to time

because you of all people know his heart, so who is he to doubt your thoughts and feelings?

at the end of the day, it isn’t about which of you is right. it’s about you two being cared for and safe, and minghao always trusts that you will fight for his safety and wellbeing 

truly, you two are each other’s fiercest protectors

everyone, and i mean EVERYONE, knows that 

no one crosses you, not even to tease you lightly, because minghao will attack them like a guard dog

rip to chan that ONE time he made the mistake of teasing you too much

like he survived but minghao really terrified him to his core LOL

minghao regrets nothing though <3 he’ll do anything for you <3

his members are also jealous of the way he looks at you with such kindness and care

when they complain about it, minghao just glares at them so they give up quickly LMAO

of course, we cannot forget the style and fashion perks of having minghao as your best friend

he is never one to force a specific style on someone else. rather, he supports you in finding and expressing your own style

minghao wants you to feel beautiful and confident 25/8, and he knows that how you dress, do your hair, and adjust your appearance really contributes to a powerful sense of self 

he is down to go through your closet with you, find unique thrifted items, or even take you on shopping sprees for special occasions aka any time he wants to treat you to something special

he also LOVES to give you some of his accessories to borrow and/or keep :,-)

he gets a sense of pride when he sees his influence and personality in your style

to him, it is a reflection that he really is an important person to you

so he makes it a point to intentionally reflect parts of you and your style in how he expresses himself

minghao views it as an act of gratitude for your overall influence on his life

and, admittedly, he ADORES it when you two stand out together

nothing fills him with confidence quite like the way people turn their heads when you two walk by

he also never feels more grounded and energized than when you two are doing wellness activities or self-care together

the first time you two did facemasks together, minghao SWORE his skin had never been so bright

you thought he was being dramatic, but there is something to the happiness you two bring each other :,-)

[cyberclouddream]

Neutral Affirmations for the Self Concept

In the manifestation fandom (lol), your self concept is your core beliefs, so not the mask we wear to cope but what we truly believe about our worth. Using neutral affirmations can take pressure off wanting to find confirmation for your desire on the outside when the real issue is the relationship you have with yourself on the inside.

For example, someone may desire a new car but they meet resistance because they feel like their value is associated with having the car, rather than they're valuable regardless. That thinking can foster separation from the desire because it's a lack mindset. I like to think that we actually desire the feeling that comes with having what we desire rather than only the desire itself. That feeling is usually some aspect of comfort, security, safety, and etc.

If you feel like there's some hidden limiting belief holding you back, take a look at what signs rule over your 1H, 2H, 4H, 8H, 12H and for your personal planets, Saturn, Chiron, and Lunar Nodes for extra clarity. There's a section for through the signs and for through the houses.

S I G N S

Aries

It’s okay to take my time; I don’t have to rush everything. I can be patient with myself as I learn and grow. I don’t need to always be in control to make progress. My worth isn’t tied to how quickly I act or achieve. I can rest without losing my momentum. It’s okay to ask for help when I need it. I can trust the process, even if it doesn’t move as fast as I want. I don’t need to prove myself through constant action. Taking time for reflection doesn’t make me weak. I can embrace the present without needing to always chase the future. I am allowed to pace myself without feeling guilty. I don’t need to push harder to prove my strength. I can focus on my goals without burning out. I trust that things will unfold in their own time. My worth isn’t tied to how much I achieve in a short time.

Taurus

I can embrace change, even if it feels uncomfortable. My worth isn’t tied to my possessions or material things. I don’t need to rush to find security; it will come in time. I can be open to new experiences without losing my sense of self. It’s okay to let go of the need to control every outcome. I can appreciate the beauty around me without comparing myself to it. I am allowed to take time for self-care without feeling selfish. I can find value in my unique qualities beyond physical appearance. I don’t need to have everything figured out to be successful. I can balance my desire for comfort with my need for growth. I trust that my efforts will bring me the stability I seek. I am worthy of love and respect, regardless of my achievements. I can explore my passions without fear of judgment. It’s okay to prioritize my own needs while still being generous to others. I can celebrate small victories along my journey.

Gemini

It’s okay to take breaks; I don’t have to be constantly engaged. I can express my thoughts without worrying about being perfect. My worth isn’t defined by how much I know or how quickly I learn. I can embrace my curiosity without fear of making mistakes. I don’t need to have all the answers to be valuable. It’s okay to change my mind and explore new ideas. I can communicate my feelings honestly without fear of judgment. I am allowed to take time to process my thoughts. I can focus on understanding rather than being understood. It’s okay to enjoy solitude; it helps me recharge. I can be playful in my learning without putting pressure on myself. I trust that my voice is important, even if it’s not always heard. I can embrace my multifaceted nature without feeling fragmented. I don’t need to compare my journey to others’. I can enjoy the process of discovery without rushing to conclusions.

Cancer

It’s okay to feel my emotions deeply; they are valid. I can nurture myself without feeling guilty. My worth isn’t defined by how others perceive me. I can set boundaries that honor my needs and feelings. I don’t need to be the caregiver all the time; I deserve care too. It’s okay to seek comfort and security in my life. I can embrace my sensitivity as a strength, not a weakness. I am allowed to express my feelings honestly without fear. I can trust my intuition to guide me through challenges. I don’t need to hold on to the past to feel secure. It’s okay to seek support when I need it. I can create a safe space for myself to grow and heal. I can balance my desire for connection with my need for independence. I trust that I am worthy of love and belonging. I can appreciate my emotional depth without feeling overwhelmed.

Leo

I can shine without needing constant validation from others. It’s okay to prioritize my own needs and desires. My worth isn’t defined by how much attention I receive. I can express my creativity freely without fear of judgment. I don’t need to be the center of attention to feel valuable. It’s okay to embrace my individuality without conforming. I can celebrate my achievements without downplaying them. I trust that my unique gifts will be recognized in time. I can enjoy being in the spotlight without feeling pressured. It’s okay to have moments of vulnerability; they don’t diminish my strength. I can find joy in my passions without seeking external approval. I am allowed to take breaks from performance and just be. I can foster meaningful connections without needing to be perfect. I trust that my voice and ideas matter, even when they’re not recognized. I can embrace my playful side without worrying about being serious all the time.

Virgo

It’s okay to take my time; I don’t have to rush everything. I can be patient with myself as I learn and grow. I don’t need to always be in control to make progress. My worth isn’t tied to how quickly I act or achieve. I can rest without losing my momentum. It’s okay to ask for help when I need it. I can trust the process, even if it doesn’t move as fast as I want. I don’t need to prove myself through constant action. Taking time for reflection doesn’t make me weak. I can embrace the present without needing to always chase the future. I am allowed to pace myself without feeling guilty. I don’t need to push harder to prove my strength. I can focus on my goals without burning out. I trust that things will unfold in their own time. My worth isn’t tied to how much I achieve in a short time.

Libra

I can embrace change, even if it feels uncomfortable. My worth isn’t tied to my possessions or material things. I don’t need to rush to find security; it will come in time. I can be open to new experiences without losing my sense of self. It’s okay to let go of the need to control every outcome. I can appreciate the beauty around me without comparing myself to it. I am allowed to take time for self-care without feeling selfish. I can find value in my unique qualities beyond physical appearance. I don’t need to have everything figured out to be successful. I can balance my desire for comfort with my need for growth. I trust that my efforts will bring me the stability I seek. I am worthy of love and respect, regardless of my achievements. I can explore my passions without fear of judgment. It’s okay to prioritize my own needs while still being generous to others. I can celebrate small victories along my journey.

Scorpio

I can embrace my emotions without feeling overwhelmed. It’s okay to explore my depths without fear. My worth isn’t defined by how intense my feelings are. I can trust my instincts to guide me through challenges. I don’t need to hide my vulnerabilities; they are part of me. It’s okay to take time to heal and reflect. I can allow myself to feel without rushing to conclusions. I am allowed to set boundaries that honor my needs. I can find strength in vulnerability without fearing judgment. It’s okay to release what no longer serves me. I can appreciate the transformative power of my experiences. I don’t need to control every aspect of my life to feel secure. I can trust the process of change without fearing the unknown. I am worthy of deep connections and intimacy. I can explore my passions without fear of being judged.

Sagittarius

I can embrace my curiosity without needing to have all the answers. It’s okay to seek adventure without fearing the unknown. My worth isn’t defined by how much I accomplish or achieve. I can learn from my mistakes without harsh self-judgment. I don’t need to conform to others’ expectations of me. It’s okay to enjoy spontaneity and explore new horizons. I can trust my intuition to guide my decisions. I am allowed to seek joy and meaning in my life. I can celebrate my freedom without guilt. It’s okay to take risks and embrace uncertainty. I can focus on my journey without comparing it to others. I trust that my experiences are valid and meaningful. I can learn from every adventure, regardless of the outcome. I can find balance between exploration and responsibility. I am worthy of pursuing my dreams and aspirations.

Capricorn

It’s okay to take my time in achieving my goals. I can redefine success on my own terms. My worth isn’t tied to my professional accomplishments. I can embrace vulnerability without fearing judgment. I don’t need to have everything figured out to move forward. It’s okay to ask for support when I need it. I can learn from setbacks without labeling myself a failure. I trust that my hard work will pay off in time. I can celebrate small wins along the way. I am allowed to take breaks without feeling guilty. I can find joy in the journey, not just the destination. It’s okay to prioritize my well-being alongside my ambitions. I can trust my intuition when making important decisions. I am worthy of success and happiness, regardless of my past. I can balance my responsibilities with self-care.

Aquarius

I can embrace my uniqueness without feeling the need to conform. It’s okay to question the status quo; my ideas matter. My worth isn’t tied to how others perceive me. I can connect with others without losing my individuality. I don’t need to fit into a mold to be valuable. It’s okay to prioritize my needs while still supporting others. I can trust my intuition when exploring new paths. I can celebrate my differences as strengths. It’s okay to change my mind and evolve my beliefs. I can find joy in community without losing myself. I am allowed to take time for self-reflection and growth. I can pursue my passions without seeking external validation. I trust that my contributions are meaningful, even if they’re not recognized right away. I can embrace my quirks as part of my identity. I am worthy of love and acceptance, just as I am.

Pisces

It’s okay to feel deeply; my emotions are valid. I can embrace my sensitivity as a gift, not a burden. My worth isn’t tied to how others perceive my dreams. I can trust my intuition to guide me through uncertainty. I don’t need to have everything figured out to find my path. It’s okay to take time for self-care and reflection. I can find strength in vulnerability without fearing judgment. I can express my creativity freely without seeking approval. It’s okay to let go of what no longer serves me. I can appreciate the beauty in imperfection. I am allowed to explore my spirituality without limits. I can trust the flow of life, even when it feels chaotic. I am worthy of love and connection, no matter my past experiences. I can celebrate my dreams without feeling guilty about them. I can find peace in the present moment without needing to control everything.

H O U S E S

1st House

I am allowed to express my true self without fear. My individuality is valuable and worthy. I can embrace my uniqueness without needing to fit in. I am in control of my life and my choices. It’s okay to prioritize my needs; I am important. I can create my own identity and narrative. I trust my instincts to guide me in new situations. It’s okay to take my time to discover who I am. I am worthy of love and respect just as I am. I can celebrate my personal achievements without comparison. I embrace my body as a vessel for my spirit. It’s okay to assert myself and express my needs. I can accept compliments and acknowledge my strengths. I am allowed to change and grow without judgment. I can enjoy the journey of self-discovery.

2nd House

I can find security within myself, not just in possessions. My self-worth is inherent and not defined by wealth. I can enjoy what I have without focusing on what I lack. It’s okay to pursue my desires without feeling guilty. I can appreciate my talents and how they contribute to my life. I trust that my efforts will lead to abundance. I can create value through my experiences, not just my things. It’s okay to set boundaries around my resources. I am allowed to prioritize my financial well-being. I can celebrate my achievements without comparison. I can learn from past financial mistakes and move forward. I can express my needs without fear of judgment. I appreciate the stability I create in my life. I can build a future that aligns with my values. I am worthy of abundance in all forms.

3rd House

I can share my thoughts freely without worrying about being perfect. My voice is important and deserves to be heard. It’s okay to ask questions; curiosity is a strength. I can express my ideas confidently without seeking approval. I can appreciate the process of learning, not just the outcome. I trust my ability to communicate effectively. It’s okay to take time to gather my thoughts. I can find value in each conversation and interaction. I don’t need to know everything to contribute meaningfully. I can learn from my mistakes without harsh judgment. It’s okay to change my perspective as I gain new information. I can celebrate my growth in communication skills. I can find joy in sharing knowledge and experiences. I can connect with others while honoring my individuality. I am worthy of expressing myself in every way.

4th House

I can create a safe space for myself at home. It’s okay to prioritize my emotional well-being. My past does not define my worth. I can honor my feelings without judgment. It’s okay to seek comfort in solitude when needed. I can nurture myself just as I nurture others. I trust my instincts about what feels safe and secure. I can set boundaries in my family dynamics. I can appreciate my roots while forging my own path. It’s okay to express my emotions without fear. I can find joy in creating a peaceful home environment. I can explore my past to better understand myself. I am worthy of love and acceptance from my family and myself. I can celebrate my heritage without feeling restricted by it. I can seek healing and growth in my personal life.

5th House

I can explore my creativity without fearing judgment. It’s okay to pursue my passions wholeheartedly. My worth isn’t tied to how successful I am in my endeavors. I can enjoy the process of creation, not just the end result. It’s okay to express my joy and playfulness openly. I am allowed to take risks in my creative pursuits. I can celebrate my unique talents without comparison. I can find fulfillment in my hobbies and interests. It’s okay to dream big and pursue what brings me joy. I trust my intuition to guide my creative expression. I can appreciate the beauty of my individuality. I can enjoy spontaneity in my life without fear. It’s okay to share my ideas without needing everyone’s approval. I can find joy in the simple pleasures of life. I am worthy of love and happiness, regardless of my achievements.

6th House

I can prioritize my health and well-being without guilt. It’s okay to take breaks and practice self-care. My worth isn’t tied to my productivity. I can embrace my imperfections as part of my journey. It’s okay to ask for help when I need it. I can find joy in everyday tasks without feeling burdened. I trust my body and its needs to guide me. I can appreciate my progress without harsh judgment. It’s okay to create routines that serve me well. I can learn from my experiences and grow from them. I can focus on my well-being without neglecting my responsibilities. I can celebrate my small victories along the way. It’s okay to let go of the need to be perfect in everything I do. I am worthy of balance and fulfillment in my life. I can find joy in serving others while also serving myself.

7th House

I can build meaningful connections without losing myself. It’s okay to express my needs and desires in relationships. My worth isn’t tied to my relationship status. I can appreciate the beauty of collaboration without comparison. It’s okay to seek support from others while being independent. I can set boundaries that honor my emotional well-being. I can learn from my relationships without feeling defined by them. I can celebrate the uniqueness of my partnerships. It’s okay to embrace vulnerability in my connections. I trust my instincts to guide my relationships. I can find joy in deepening my bonds with others. I am worthy of love and respect in all my relationships. It’s okay to let go of toxic relationships for my well-being. I can appreciate the lessons learned from past partnerships. I can find strength in being open and honest with others.

8th House

I can embrace my emotions without fear of vulnerability. It’s okay to explore my depths and the unknown. My worth isn’t defined by my past experiences. I can trust my instincts to guide me through challenges. I can set boundaries that honor my emotional needs. It’s okay to seek healing and transformation. I can find strength in embracing change and letting go. I can appreciate the power of my personal growth. I don’t need to control everything to feel secure. I can learn from my struggles without harsh self-judgment. I can explore my passions without fear of being judged. I am worthy of deep connections and intimacy. It’s okay to take time for self-reflection and healing. I can celebrate my resilience in facing challenges. I can find beauty in the process of transformation.

9th House

I can embrace my curiosity and desire to learn. It’s okay to seek adventure and explore new ideas. My worth isn’t tied to my accomplishments or credentials. I can appreciate the journey of discovery, not just the destination. It’s okay to ask questions and seek knowledge. I can trust my intuition to guide me in exploring new paths. I can find joy in diverse perspectives and experiences. I don’t need to have all the answers to be valuable. I can learn from every experience, regardless of the outcome. I can celebrate my growth without comparing myself to others. It’s okay to take risks in pursuit of my dreams. I can balance my aspirations with my responsibilities. I can find fulfillment in my quest for knowledge. I am worthy of exploring the world and my beliefs. I can enjoy spontaneity while pursuing my passions.

10th House

I can define success on my own terms. It’s okay to pursue my goals at my own pace. My worth isn’t tied to my job title or public image. I can embrace vulnerability in my career pursuits. It’s okay to seek support and guidance from others. I can learn from setbacks and view them as opportunities for growth. I trust my hard work will pay off in time. I can celebrate small achievements along the way. It’s okay to take breaks without feeling guilty. I can find joy in the journey of my career, not just the destination. I can balance my ambitions with self-care. I can focus on my passions without external pressure. I am worthy of success and fulfillment in my professional life. I can define what it means to be successful for me. I can create a legacy that reflects my true self.

11th House

I can embrace my individuality while connecting with others. It’s okay to seek friendships that align with my values. My worth isn’t tied to my social status or popularity. I can express my ideas freely within my community. I can appreciate the diversity of perspectives without comparison. It’s okay to prioritize my needs while still supporting others. I trust that my voice matters in group settings. I can learn from my relationships without feeling defined by them. I can celebrate my unique contributions to my community. It’s okay to let go of friendships that no longer serve me. I can find joy in collaborative efforts without losing myself. I am worthy of love and acceptance from my social circles. I can take time to reflect on my goals and aspirations. I can celebrate my individuality and the value I bring to others.

I can explore new connections that inspire and uplift me. It’s okay to express my dreams and aspirations within my community. I can find strength in my vulnerabilities and authenticity in my relationships.

12th House

I can embrace my sensitivity as a unique strength. It’s okay to take time for solitude and self-reflection. My worth isn’t tied to my past experiences or mistakes. I can trust my intuition to guide me through uncertain times. It’s okay to seek support when I need it. I can explore my spirituality without limits or judgment. I can find peace in letting go of what no longer serves me. I appreciate the journey of self-discovery I’m on. I don’t need to have everything figured out to move forward. It’s okay to celebrate my dreams and aspirations without guilt. I can embrace my emotions without feeling overwhelmed. I trust that I am worthy of love and acceptance just as I am. I can find strength in my vulnerability and authenticity. It’s okay to focus on my inner world without fear of judgment. I am allowed to dream and explore without limitations.

[libraincarnate]

astrology notes: 9 🐰𖤣𖥧.𖡼.⚘

quick note: i'm absolutely not an astrologer. these are just a collection of some observations, thoughts, theories, and personal experiences. with that being said, i'm still learning along the way & i may come back to edit this post to make corrections. above all this is just for fun. lastly, keep in mind that i’m not reading your birth chart and i know nothing about you. these are just some possibilities that may or may not apply to you. enjoy!

𓍊𓋼𓍊 i feel like aries & sag mars are the types to do extreme sports like skateboarding, surfing, mountain climbing, snowboarding, bungee jumping, bmx, etc.

𓋼𓍊 moon conjunct/trine/sextile neptune: those with these aspects may be good actors or have some of the qualities & abilities needed for good acting. i feel like they know how to fake cry. they could purposely & easily evoke a memory or experience that triggers an emotional response. there’s this ability to manipulate their feelings but also the feelings of others. the ability to couple their emotional intelligence & creativity and combine them with reality & illusion. they make it believable. with that being said they can also be good liars too. and remember neptune is associated with tv/film.

^ moon-mercury aspects is another aspect that i feel is beneficial for acting because actors also needs to convey emotion with their words & it needs to sound convincing. it should make sense and be in accord with their facial and physical expressions, it needs to fit the script. especially for voice acting.

𓍊𓋼𓍊 geminis & virgos: do yourself a favor and tidy up the notes in your notes app. it’ll declutter your mind, phone, and to-do list lol. plus it may be fun for the virgos who like to organize. perhaps gemini too. i wouldn’t say gems like to organize and arrange things like virgo but it may be mentally stimulating for them kind of like a puzzle, figuring where to put what.

𓋼𓍊 sag, capricorn, aries, scorpio, and aquarius are some of the most straightforward and direct individuals. they’re honest and if they hold back their words then it’s for your sake. may have an “it’s not how you say it but it’s what you say that matters” mindset. they may be perceived as harsh or as assholes because of how candid they can be. plus they’re super sarcastic.

𓍊𓋼𓍊 your big 3 making harsh aspects to each other: hard to be yourself or accept yourself for who you are. doesn’t mean you don’t like yourself or your personality but beneath it all there may be a part of you that finds it difficult to feel comfortable with the real you as a whole.

this doesn’t need to be discouraging. having difficult placements, aspects, etc. doesn’t equal inaction on your part. you still have control over yourself & you can make changes, improvements. sort out your strengths/weaknesses according to your big 3 & try finding a balance between them, figuring out ways to make them work together. take the difficulties/challenges & turn then into a greater sense of confidence and personal power.

𓋼𓍊 taurus/libra absolutely hate being rushed but libras are also big on manners so they respect punctuality.

𓍊𓋼𓍊 moon in the 10th house: may be in a position where you explain/express your feelings to the public. whether it be as an artist or maybe you have a large following on social media, you connect to your followers on an emotional level, or you’re just open with your emotions & speak about it publicly. of course some moon signs are more reserved but if you have a gemini moon or moon at 3°, 15°, or 27° you might end up saying more than you’d like.

𓋼𓍊 venus-jupiter aspects: these natives probably gamble or make bets often. playing the lottery, watching/playing poker, betting on sports, going to the casino, etc. both venus & jupiter are associated with wealth, jupiter with favorable opportunities & expansion, and venus (more so taurus) is associated with monetary possessions.

𓍊𓋼𓍊 7th house ruler in the 12th house: your lover, future spouse, enemies, or people you should/shouldn’t connect with may be revealed to you in your dreams.

𓋼𓍊 if sun-moon aspects can reveal things about your parents’ relationship (like sun square moon may indicate divorce, incompatibility, etc.), mercury-venus/mars aspects may reveal things about your relationship with your siblings.

the first house that mercury rules is the 3rd house, and the 3rd house is associated with siblings.

venus represents females and feminine relationships, or the sister in this case.

mars represents males and masculine relationships, or the brother in this case.

no or few aspects between mercury-venus/mars may behave like an empty third house meaning there isn’t really much of a relationship or not a strong one. it may not be a prominent relationship in your life. you guys may be cool with each other and have each other's backs but there isn’t that close sibling bond. of course if you have 3rd house placements but no or few mercury-venus/mars aspects, or vice versa, results vary & there may be a relationship.

harmonious aspects = possibly/likely a harmonious relationship with your sibling(s).

disharmonious aspects = possibly/likely a disharmonious relationship with your sibling(s).

a conjunction may go either way.

𓍊𓋼𓍊 12th house placements may belittle their suffering and traumatic experiences. they may be detached from those experiences even though they have clearly affected them and their lives. plus, with the 12th house being mysterious there is a lack of understanding. there’s a lack of structure. things feel amorphous & difficult to grasp so it’s pushed aside to the subconscious. for these reasons it may be difficult for them to thoroughly heal from those experiences. but the healing is definitely possible & i wish that for all of you.

𓋼𓍊 retrograde planets in your birth chart: the house in which those retrograde planets fall may show you the things or areas of life you struggle with accepting. you might not want to do things that are related to the themes of that house, they may make you uncomfortable. there’s friction, a bit of fear, reluctance, or insecurity.

for example,

saturn retrograde in the 5th house - difficulty accepting pleasure and failure, extra pressure to be productive instead of having fun, uncomfortable with expressing yourself, maybe you don’t get a long with children well and don’t want any of your own.

neptune retrograde in the 1st house - a lack of self-awareness, confusion about who you are, difficulty accepting the way you look, uncomfortable with introspection. fear of the new, shying away from leadership positions or taking initiative.

pluto retrograde in the 12th house - a fear of the unknown or the dark, difficulty accepting your dark side, your past & obsessing over it, discomfort in solitude, resisting & battling restriction.

mercury retrograde in the 10th house - fear of public speaking/stage fright, confusion regarding your career, difficulty executing your plans, discomfort with accepting fame or popularity, insecure with making long-term goals, constantly making changes, shunning responsibility.

mars retrograde in the 7th house - difficulty establishing relationships, fear of commitment, shying away from marriage, a lack of confidence when connecting to others, discomfort with being vulnerable.

𓍊𓋼𓍊 your moon persona chart can give you a deeper understanding of how you navigate your emotions & how you handle emotions in general, not just yours. also, you may relate to the placement of chiron in your moon persona chart more than its placement in your natal chart. it can reveal another layer of some of your deepest emotional wounds. you might look at this chart and think "oh, that makes sense."

𓋼𓍊 jupiter retrograde in the 8th house (synastry): 8th house person may find the jupiter person untrustworthy. stolen opportunity, theft in general, ruining credit, negatively affecting finances. jupiter person may be a source of pain & suffering to the 8th house person.

𓍊𓋼𓍊 exposing my fellow air signs here: when it comes to air signs geminis have been called liars/2 faced, libras have been called a gossip/people pleaser, aquarius have been said to have a god complex.

but when is someone gunna talk about how aquarius also can play victim and they always have an excuse??? if gems are good at lying on the spot, aquarius is good at making excuses. lol if scorpios (not an air sign, i know) would rather die than say sorry, aquarius would rather die than accept blame. surely if there’s a god complex then one of the greatest offenses to an aquarius is being accused of some wrong doing, pointing out their flaws. after all, how can a god commit error or be flawed?

libras can lowkey be all bark and no bite. they can talk about you behind your back but they also tend to avoid confrontation.

& because geminis are so curious they can be so damn nosy it’s unbelievable lmfao

𓋼𓍊 leo has great leadership qualities and they know how to use those qualities to guide themselves. they have a good sense of direction, they attract opportunity like a magnet but they also know how to create it too. they let no opportunity go to waste and they know how to maximize the opportunities that are available to them.

𓍊𓋼𓍊 i've seen some astro observations say that virgos tend to really like cats. but how many of you virgos have some kind of bird as one of your favorite animals? it's a pattern i've been starting to notice an i'd like further confirmation. 

if you read this until the end i hope you enjoyed it & thank you so much for reading. ♥︎♥︎♥︎, those hearts are for you.

[wonbriiize]

wonbin‘s birth chart

(sun, moon, mercury, venus, mars)

note; nothing too serious, i’m not saying wonbin is actually like this, it’s all just for shits and giggles !! also, i’m not an astrologer or anything, i used to read about astrology a few years ago so i’m not that much in touch with it anymore. take this with a grain of salt !!

sun in pisces ♓︎

… the sun sign basically stands for your identity. it shows what sign has the most influence on you when it comes to experiencing your life and who you are as a person. people who have a sun in pisces are usually very intuitive, imaginative, compassionate and emotional. they are also known to be very talented artistically, which we know wonbin is. he may not show his emotional side a lot, but he seems to be very transparent about his feelings. whenever he feels bad he lets us know, whenever he feels like crying he says it out loud — he doesn’t actually cry but he shares how he wanted to — and whenever he’s happy you can see it. pisces are also big on comfort, so wonbin doesn’t necessary like change and would like to keep things the way he’s used to them. also, wonbin‘s sun in pisces is in the 10th house and this indicates that he is literally meant to be famous. he is meant to be an inspiration for a lot of people.

moon in libra ♎︎︎

… the moon is basically your subconsciousness, it’s who you are when no one is around. it is about how you feel and just the driving force behind your emotional reactions. people who have a libra moon tend to be very flirty, open-minded, diplomatic and well balanced. they look at situations from an objective pov, they want to get to know all the sides before choosing one (if they ever choose at all because libra placements are also very indecisive). they don’t like conflict or disharmony in their life so they try to avoid it as much as possible. wonbin has his moon in the 5th house which means that he’s trusting but still conscious, and safety is very important for him.

mercury in aquarius ♒︎

… the mercury placement is all about communication (expressing yourself etc.), how you learn and process information. wonbin’s mercury is in aquarius which indicates that he’s a very smart person, his way of thinking is kinda out of the box? and sometimes it’s hard for him to feel understood because of that. mercury aquarius people are also very observant and don’t hold back with their thoughts – they’re blunt. wonbin‘s mercury is in the 9th house which means that he might be interested in philosophy or other areas that include stimulating his knowledge. because aquarius placements are rather ‘uncomfortable’ talking about their feelings, they tend to avoid it, which makes it hard for them to express themselves when they actually have to (a lot of times they don’t even know how to express what they’re feeling).

venus in pisces ♓︎

… the venus sign is all about your aesthetic, how you love and want to be loved. wonbin having his venus in pisces indicates that he’s a very romantic and dreamy person when it comes to love. he yearns for a deep, sensual and a ‘soulmate-ish’ relationship. pisces placements are all known to be flirty and they sometimes just do it unconsciously, making a lot of people fall for them without even wanting to. venus pisces people have unconditional and non-judgmental love for their significant other. sometimes though, they are too blinded by the love, which makes them overlook the flaws or negative aspects of the relationship and it can end up being toxic for them. also, people often say that pisces placements have a ‘savior complex’ — they want someone who’s broken because they believe they can fix them (of course this isn’t always the case). venus pisces people are also escapists, they would rather live in their own world than face reality. they’re also very creative people, especially when their venus is in the 10th house (which is the case for wonbin).

mars in taurus ♉︎

… the mars sign is all about our desires, will, sensuality and how we react when we are facing an obstacle. wonbin has his mars sign in taurus which indicates that he is determined, steady and goal-oriented. he knows what he wants and he will work hard to accomplish it. these people also need stability and security in life, they aren’t very good with changes. generally though, they’re calm and easy-going (which we know wonbin is). it takes a lot for them to get angry. taurus mars people also tend to be jealous, not too extremely, but still, they can be kind of possessive. they’re sensual lovers, it’s all about passion and a meaningful build-up for them.. also when it comes to making love. taurus placements are usually known for being lazy, but that doesn’t mean they don’t work for what they want. they may do it slowly, yet steadily. as mentioned, wonbin is someone who knows what he wants and he will accomplish it, doesn’t matter if it’s going to take a long time, at the end of the day he will arrive at his goal (him being a trainee for like 4 years is an example for that).

summary

overall i can say; wonbin is someone who emphasizes security, comfort and stability in life a lot. he wants to feel safe and assured that everything is going according to plan. if something unexpected happens, it can throw him offguard. if he has to face big changes, he will do it but it’s going to take him a lot of courage. according to his placements, wonbin is also a very deep person; whether it comes to loving someone or his own emotions. he seeks to build meaningful relationships in his life, not just romantically but also platonically. even though his pisces venus indicates that he’s a dreamy person who may overlook his partners flaws, his other placements contradict it (especially his mercury aquarius and mars taurus) – he’s actually very selfaware and realistic. he doesn’t get angry easily, but jealousy might be a thing. wonbin is also very straightforward and says what’s on his mind but when it comes to expressing his own feelings, he kind of struggles with it. it’s like he can’t find the right words to do so, which frustrates him, but he will keep on trying. he’s incredibly talented when it comes to arts and he’s meant to pursue it, to build a career in this area so he can connect to a lot of people and inspire them.. which is exactly what he is doing.

[starryinkwell]

𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗢𝗡𝗦

𝐕𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐬 x 𝐆𝐍!𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

TW: mentions of blood, somewhat suggestive content (?), possibly ooc vanitas, an author that hasn't got the hang of tumblr yet <3

☞︎︎︎ 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘀𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗲𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗹

☞︎︎︎ 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗲𝘅𝗰𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗺𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗹 𝗲𝗿𝗿𝗼𝗿𝘀

☞︎︎︎ 𝗲𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝗶𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘂𝗮𝗴𝗲

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Before the Relationship/Friendship

➪ Vanitas initially considered you a curiosity, someone who intrigued him precisely because you didn’t seek his attention (or validation)

➪ He was drawn to your independence and strength

➪ He often masked his fascination with teasing and sarcasm

➪ Your dynamic was built on banter and mutual challenges

➪ Despite his flippant attitude, he valued your intellect and your ability to stand up to him

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His Love Language(s)

➪ Acts of Service: While he’d never admit it aloud, Vanitas shows his love through small gestures—fixing your coat, bringing/preparing your favorite pastries, etc.

➪ Words of Affirmation: Over time, he becomes more comfortable offering you genuine compliments (though they’re often wrapped in playful mockery)

➪ Physical Touch: Initially hesitant, he grows increasingly affectionate - particularly in private

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Your First Kiss

➪ Your first kiss was impulsive on his part—he couldn’t resist anymore and closed the distance during an emotional moment

➪ You were surprised, but you didn’t pull away

➪ It led to a rare moment of mutual vulnerability

➪ Afterwards, he made a joke to mask his nervousness

➪ His flushed cheeks gave him away

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The First Few Weeks of the Relationship

➪ Vanitas struggled to find a balance between his usual flippant antics and showing genuine care

➪ He doubted himself often

➪ Despite his confidence, he finds himself grappling with insecurities

➪ Why do you care for him? Do you truly like him or are you simply tolerating him?

➪ He rarely lets this show but becomes unusually contemplative when alone

➪ He occasionally overstepped boundaries, but you reproached him and stopped that immediately

➪ Despite his chaotic nature, he began begrudgingly to prioritize your comfort and happiness over his whims

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First Declaration of Love

➪ Vanitas’ confession wasn’t planned

➪ It likely slipped out during a tense situation when he thought he might lose you

➪ “You can not die—you’re the only thing that makes my miserable existence bearable.”

➪ Once he was certain you were stable again, he denied everything

➪ What did you mean, "he confessed", anyway?

➪ He tried to convince you that you imagined it all

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Is He Shy or Not?

➪ Vanitas is not necessarily shy; he’s bold and confident in his flirtations and affections

➪ However, when it comes to genuinely expressing his deeper emotions, he struggles and often masks his vulnerability with humor or deflection

➪ He finds it easy to initiate any kind of affection, whether it is genuine or not, as long as he is the one in control

➪ One little kiss on the cheek, and that man is a mess

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Public Demonstrations of Affection (PDA)

➪ He enjoys teasing you in public with subtle touches or whispered comments, purely designed to fluster you

➪ While he isn’t overly overt, he doesn’t hide your relationship, often using it to show off and rile up those who envy him

➪ While he might hold your hand or offer his arm in a gentlemanly manner, he avoids too grand displays

➪ His more tender moments are reserved solely for privacy

➪ Vanitas gets flustered if you make affectionate gestures toward him in public

➪ Whenever you touch his cheek or saying something sweet, he’ll act like it doesn’t affect him

➪ His flushed face and stiff posture tell a different story

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Presenting Your Relationship to the Public

➪ Vanitas is unapologetic about your relationship, often introducing you as “the only person worth my time” with his usual flair

➪ He enjoys the attention your pairing garners, particularly from those who underestimate him

➪ If you come from a noble family even more so

➪ However, he’s also quick to defend your honor if anyone dares to speak ill of you

➪ After all, he could easily make someone disappear without a trace resolve the problem (with Dante's help, of course)

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Would He Let You Drink His Blood?

➪ Initially, he refused, citing distrust

➪ What sort of lunatic would allow that?

➪ Well.. Vanitas

➪ Over time, he allowed it in moments of necessity, finding the experience both intimate and strangely comforting

➪ Maybe even a bit arousing exciting

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Has He Prior Experience with Relationships or Intimacy?

➪ Vanitas has had no meaningful prior romantic relationships

➪ His past interactions were either manipulative or purely physical, devoid of genuine connection

➪ While he’s confident in his charm, true intimacy—emotional and physical—is new territory for him

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First Time Being Intimate

➪ Your first intimate moment would be both passionate and hesitant

➪ Vanitas would struggle to balance his usual confidence with the fear of vulnerability

➪ He’s surprisingly far more tender than expected

➪ His touch is deliberate, his focus entirely on you

➪ It’s one of the rare times he lets his guard down completely, trusting you not to hurt him

➪ He would constantly seek your verbal and nonverbal consent, a far cry from his former blatant disregard for boundaries

➪ It would be a deeply emotional experience for both of you

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Would He Distance Himself Sometimes?

➪ Yes, Vanitas has a tendency to push you away when he feels overwhelmed by his emotions or fears for your safety

➪ He believes distancing himself protects you from the dangers of his chaotic life

➪ However, you refuse to let him retreat entirely, forcing him to confront his fears and communicate more openly

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Would He Seek Advice From:

➪ Noé:

• Reluctantly

• Vanitas doesn’t trust anyone’s perspective but his own, but in moments of desperation, he might awkwardly ask Noé for advice, though he’ll immediately deny he needs help

➪ Roland:

• Surprisingly, yes

• Roland’s earnest and non-judgmental nature might make Vanitas more willing to listen, though he’d feign indifference the entire time

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Would the Relationship Be Toxic?

➪ Initially, there were toxic elements—Vanitas’ disregard for boundaries and tendency to manipulate situations

➪ However, your firm stance on mutual respect and boundaries helps build a healthier dynamic

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An Absolute Dealbreaker for Him

➪ Betrayal of trust is Vanitas’ ultimate dealbreaker

➪ Given his traumatic past, any hint of deceit or manipulation would deeply wound him (possibly beyond repair)

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𝑩𝒐𝒏𝒖𝒔 𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔

♡︎

Jealousy:

- Vanitas is prone to jealousy though he’d never admit it outright

- Instead, he becomes more sarcastic and overly attentive when someone else vies for your attention

Nicknames:

- He loves giving you nicknames

- Vanitas' arsenal ranges from affectionate “Ma chérie” to downright annoying “Bloodsucker Extraordinaire”

Nighttime musings:

- When you're asleep, he sometimes lets his guard down entirely

- He whispers confessions or brushes a hand through your hair as he contemplates how much you mean to him

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i 𝖺𝗆 by far n𝗈𝗍 𝖽𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝖾 m𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖺 𝗒𝖾𝗍, and most of my knowledge (?) about vnc only comes from fan writings or blogs, so 𝖨 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗌𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗈𝗇𝗌 𝖺𝗀𝖺𝗂𝗇 in the future, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄𝖾𝖽 <3

[ay0nha]

When shall we meet again in thunder, lightning, or rain? | S.G. (prologue)

SUMMARY: Gojo looked out of place in such an eclectic place, his presence revealing his privilege. You weren’t ignorant of who he was; his eyes alone announced his status. Yet, you felt you knew him beyond that. A sense of nostalgia swirled in your chest for something unknown, but you suffocated it before it became known.

PAIRING: Satoru Gojo x Fushiguro!reader (Megumi's aunt)

WORD COUNT: 1K

WARNINGS: Introduction to story/reader/plot, talk of Zenin clan and how crap they are to illegitimate children, Zenin-related reader, mentions of Toji, Megumi, etc., Gojo talking to reader about Megumi becoming a sorcer, jjk canon-typical things, mentions of death, angsty, but promising future, etc.

A/N: Happy birthday to our man! Starting a little mini-series based on/inspired by @stsgooo's post (here!). It is TOO good; please go check it out. Let me know if you'd like to be tagged for future parts. Enjoy.

part i part ii

“I’ve been expecting someone like you.” 

Gojo had expected a physical and emotional fight, even for an angry shock that conjured charged insult, the only form of resistance against his proposition. Yet, you responded with indifference. 

It was a lot to take in but far from surprising. Even Gojo could see how you’d become desensitized by it all. The Ten-Shadows Technique had haunted the sorcery world and infiltrated your own.  Megumi was a clever child, feeling the atmosphere of stress on your shoulders. It was similar to how he began feeling something distinct course through his body. 

Things were bound to change. 

“I thought I’d have more time.” You continued. The school year had just started, and the headache of packing up and moving —running— again made you nauseous. 

“You were hard to find, I’ll give you that.” Gojo’s arms spread out across the back of the sofa, posture comfortable as if familiar company. His ego fueled his smirk at the fact that he’d gotten to you first. 

“That was the point.” 

Talking was a formality as you could never hold enough power to stop him. The open window invited in a warm breeze and the sounds of life bustling below, but the air between you felt still.  Yet, the air Gojo brought was light, and even now, it was as if the whole thing was a simple game he was guaranteed to win. 

The tea you prepared was a prop gone cold that neither of you had touched. The mugs hadn’t matched, collected over time out of necessity of a growing family in the small home. 

Gojo looked out of place in such an eclectic place, his presence revealing his privilege. You weren’t ignorant of who he was; his eyes alone announced his status. Yet, you felt you knew him beyond that. A sense of nostalgia swirled in your chest for something unknown, but you suffocated it before it became known. 

“So, my brother trusted you?” Your eyes sharpened, knowing his role in Toji’s fate. No anger distracted your expression as you were both living on borrowed time. However, you were still surviving on the left over luck. 

“Your brother helped me see clearly.” Attempting to balance reading you and convincing you, Gojo held your eyes. His glasses sat lowly on the bridge of his nose as he offered candor. “I’m here to repay that debt.”

“By taking my nephew from me?” Finally, a twitch of agitation showed. You swallowed your scoff and continued. “You’re not offering anything different than the Zenin clan.”

You were an outcast from conception, your lineage that of Toji’s mother and an unknown father. A bastard child was more acceptable coming from a man because at least the was value in carrying on the family name; however, a woman was doomed from the start. 

Your mother wasn’t a young bachelor that’s charm was irresistible. She was labeled easy, a whore that knew nothing but how to lay on her back. And you—born of detestable conception with no cursed energy. Any trace of the family was taken from you, and you were bound by birth with the heavenly restriction you refused to acknowledge. 

Until Toji—his decisions were questionable, but his empathy’s depth for you and his family was undeniable. He taught you fierceness and agency, to channel your wrath effectively, and to understand what it meant to accept death.   

“They’ll kill you.” Gojo was gauging you still, where your interests lay still unclear. He was prodding tactfully, toying with your limits. It was unnerving the triviality he brought.  “I won’t.”

“How kind.” The taste in your mouth soured as you spoke. 

The constant adrenaline at all hours was taunting you. It kept some focused and motivated their drive, but you struggled to stay afloat. Instead, you toyed with the thought of letting the tendrils pull you down into the sinking pool of burdens you ran from. As long as Megumi and Tsumiki were safe, your life no longer had value. 

“I can help you.” Gojo all but sang the proposal. The excitement he had confused you. Sorcery could be a bleak world, but he seemed entirely unaffected by the politics of it. 

You shook your head. “I won’t make this decision without Megumi—

“No—” He stopped you. “You. I can help you.”

You blinked. You had already removed yourself from the equation. That queasiness returned, and you twitched a fraction. Then, it hit you that nostalgia you thought you’d felt. You were wrong. The sorcerer before you reminded you of pieces of the people you knew and missed. But this.  The feeling was wild. Sentimental.

A buried loneliness was touched with hints of regret or hope colored by impatience. It was never just one pure emotion. It was always one thing plus another. It was always simpler to conceal than to be perceived. So, you prickled. 

“I don’t want your charity.” You spat. 

“Good.” Gojo’s smile spread. He pushed his glasses up and rested his elbows on his knees. It was as though he finally felt he was talking directly to you.  “Finally, a flaw.” 

You paused at the taunt. The bait was evident, and although Gojo was more reserved than his reputation, you noted how he began unraveling his humor. It wasn’t in Gojo’s nature to comfort others. So you knew he wouldn’t bother. Instead, lead you into a path was no more than a house of mirrors. 

Each turn would bring further from the truth. But there was something promising behind Gojo’s bright eyes; regardless you knew it was a warped reality.  I’ll bite, you thought.

 “What do you mean?” 

“If you’re going to lie, you need to learn to do it well.” He titled his head, examining you further. “Otherwise, they’ll really kill you.”

A frown etched your features. Your pout revealed your family resemblance. 

Gojo was tickled by the fact, soft laughter rippling through his chest. “Are all of you Fushiguro’s always so serious?”

His joke landed poorly, but he was amused nonetheless. It hadn’t mattered as Gojo settled the decision before his arrival. The funds had been transferred, and the documents signed. You weren’t naive to the fact, but it eased your mind that he still showed up. 

“Ok.” 

Gojo’s eyebrows raised at your acceptance. “Okay?”

You nodded. You wouldn’t repeat yourself, you had already sealed your fate. 

“Oh good!” He clapped his hands together. You flinched at the misplaced joy, but a tension had been lifted. Especially as Gojo wiggled his fingers over an empty bowl. “You have any more of those sweets?”

[justheretoposttrash]

day 12 of the final endhawks: endhawkspocalypse:

the adhd side of my brain has taken over and decided that consistency can No Longer Happen, so i've decided to make this my last day of posting, at least when it comes to sequential daily posts. i'm still unhinged-ly working on endhawks-related things for the foreseeable future though, and always happy to talk about the ship!

here's a final hodgepodge of thoughts!

part 1 - more ch430 positives

the continued use of a ranked *number system* in particular is silly imo (ig the masses do love a catchy numbered list). but at the very least, i gotta appreciate that the main characters didn't get top rankings straight outta school--when i think about how old they are post-timeskip compared to hawks, especially! bbygirl got #2 at 22 but was child-soldiered into it and was absolutely breaking his proverbial back. it's really not an aspirational thing to beat, and it's not something the main characters have to achieve to be "cool" or fulfilled narratively. they focused on their happiness, instead--shoto on finding his own identity and balancing his life thanks to his support system, bakugo on getting his boyfriend/whatever/queerplatonic-died-in-each-others'-arms-on-a-battlefield-in-a-past-life-and-now-they-keep-reincarnating-together soul-partners/rival back at his side so they can keep pushing each other, etc.! mirio's ascent notwithstanding, it's a healthy nugget from the final chap.

another cute thing from 430 is when hawks jokes that nagant is a villain. this joke has layers to it, considering both had to take on the villain label because of the commission, also contributing to their respective traumas under the commission. (they both even had someone cradle them in their arms shouting that they were still a hero despite them being at their low points--and physically very crispy. one of those someones being hawks himself, ofc.)

next, i gotta appreciate how unfettered hawks's facial expressions have become (also, his under-eyes are already thicker and darker, bro needs to sleep 😭) compared to how subdued they were in the twice fight (and to be clear, his expressions still screamed volumes then. i love how they're drawn to convey so much nuance in his emotions). once he was cut free from the commission, he stopped putting on a smile while doing hero work (there wasn't much to smile about post-raid, but pre-raid i'd argue things were bleak for him already, so at least he doesn't feel the need to put on as many airs). he also started actively sweating and showing fear, but without losing more genuine displays of confidence and happiness. (all this makes me very curious if his speech patterns have also changed in the original japanese to any extent compared to how they were at his introduction)

part 2 - dabi=endhawks truther?!?! *not clickbait*

i remember it being kinda hilarious that dabi tossed out hawks's history as an extra "fuck you" to endeavor, but i forgot how direct he is about his intentions.

he's just like, "yeah, i specifically wanted to drag hawks (and reveal his betrayal and hopefully shake your faith in him) to hurt you, dad. even though you two have hung out, like, maybe twice (may he rest in peace) in your whole lives. trust me, i knew this would be devastating for you. don't ask me how i know." like. touya my man. what are you doing. also thank you. almost makes the angst-lover in me wish he'd added a "don't worry about hawks, dad. you'll be joining him soon" right before attacking him with prominence burn to twist the knife, though understandably that would've convoluted the spotlight when the focus was meant to be on family and the touya reveal. but goddamn, just imagine.

he basically did the exact same thing to hawks by telling him his identity. in revealing a name that could only hold any significance to hawks through its relation to endeavor and what touya's existence implies about him, touya wielded a secret from endeavor's past to psychologically hurt hawks and shake his faith. it's just wild that he did it to both of them, pulled off flawlessly and with maximum drama, in rapid succession. legendary.

anyway, ppl tend to portray dabi as an endhawks anti, when funnily he's kinda more on the side of enjoying the fact they have a connection--granted, mainly as a thing to leverage to hurt them, bc he fuckin despises them (and granted, hatred in dabi's eyes is a complicated thing)--but still! he ain't in denial about endeavor's and hawks's relationship, he's an og! he's first in line! this makes his daddy issue allegations so much worse, but he doesn't care! and honestly i owe my life to him for his service in unearthing the truth; he's doing canon, in-text work to forcefeed the public endhawks crumbs that they didn't even want, and he deserves our utmost respect 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡

part 3 - our hero academia ft. protective enji

my mind was too wrapped up in The Plot to notice the subtleties of when Press Conference Lady yells at endeavor post-raid--for one thing, i realize on a second read that she's actually kinda yelling at hawks. so much of the emphasis is on endeavor's past actions that i didn't pick up on a few key details. for one, when hawks discusses his murder of jin, the visual centers endeavor's reaction, solemn but accepting/calm.

secondly, Press Con Lady speaks up right after hawks is done talking. thirdly, what she describes--not looking sorry, empty-seeming apologies, incompetence in the face of villains--apply as criticisms equally to hawks as they do to endeavor (notably not to jeanist, as he doesn't have a past or scandalous behavior to answer for).

it's also at this time that endeavor looks more angry (just look at his frown in the panel above!) and actually gives some pricklier-sounding pushback, when before he was mainly resolved and remorseful.

notably, he's translated as saying "we" and "our". ofc he's paying respect to his colleagues at large as well, but considering Press Con's criticisms are pointed most specifically and apply most to hawks and himself, he's strongly implying and acknowledging the pain that hawks has been through.

as he goes on to speak, the word choice shifts away from "us" and "we" to "me" as he claims responsibility for what happens next and urges peoples' slings and arrows to aim at him alone--again, for the sake of his colleagues and family at large, but particularly for hawks in this moment.

the undercurrents are so understated in this scene, but the degree to which endeavor shifts the language and focus away from hawks and onto himself is profound. throughout mha, we've got plenty of thought bubbles showing how hawks feels about endeavor in outright terms, but not as many from endeavor about hawks, especially after all their dirty laundry gets aired out. but even without thought bubbles, how he feels about hawks even at the worst of times becomes perfectly clear.

(god they drive me insane lmao)

[mercyking]

Hello I am . Autistic and so is Nicholas Angel and I want to talk about it (again)

First of all, Nicholas' relationship to social interaction: the way he clearly just Doesn't Care when he's being shown around town / introduced to people; he was bullied in his childhood for holding other kids accountable to the rules; he likes his peace lily because "its needs are simple." Nicholas' character arc is really concerned with his relationships, from the 1-on-1 level (Janine, Danny) to larger groups (the police team).

In my opinion, this arc also revolves around the struggles associated with having a Strong Sense of Justice. One of many examples: Nicholas' first scene in the pub, when he feels so angry and uncomfortable knowing there are underage drinkers. Compare his expression to how RELAXED he looks after kicking the teens out.

Before my rewatch, I'd forgotten how emotional the movie has Nicholas be about his desire for order. He really be YELLING in so many scenes!! I LOVE IT. In my experience, it can be almost physically painful when you feel there's something Wrong and your sense of justice won't let you be at peace until you address it. I love the way Hot Fuzz handles this, because it treats Angel's pain as legitimate. One of the plots in the movie is Angel moving from an unhappy life to a happier one. These scenes include his frustrations with the enforcement of rules (ie the small stuff like shoplifting and underage drinking). These moments are just as important to his emotional arc as the ones relating to his breakup!

I guess this is why Nicholas is so precious to me as a character. Some autistic people might relate to the experience of getting labeled as boring, rigid, etc for expressing feelings related to a strong sense of justice. For me, getting emotional about rules has been part of the struggle to socialize / "fit in." It's really awesome to see Angel show real distress and anger about these things, and for the movie to take his feelings seriously.

Not only is his sense of justice legitimate, but it's capable of being a positive force --- it's what makes him the person who finally saves the town. It's nothing new to have the idealistic hero save the day, of course. But for me, it hits different when the movie pays so much attention to Nicholas' struggle to balance his social life with his morality. Hot Fuzz doesn't resolve this by saying Nicholas' desire for justice and order is '''naive''' or problematic. He has to develop a healthy way to live with it, yes, and doing so takes effort. However, he doesn't need to erase this part of his personality in order to have good relationships. Instead, his sense of justice becomes part of the fulfilling life he builds for himself in Sanford.

[theambitiouswoman]

Hi Yili! Would you share with us some of the things that didn't align with you before you're healing but are natural for you now?

Hi angel baby <3

In no particular order:

Before I was insanely aggressive and triggered, now I am completely calm and passive.

Before I hated being vulnerable and expressing myself, saw it as a weakness. Now I see it as a strength and has been one of the most important qualities that has made my life so much easier.

Before I would not wear make up, dress up etc because I prioritized my career. Now I can not fathom not doing any of those things and realize how its a reflection of how I felt. I also realized that I am not my career.

Before I would not care about my looks because I did not want people to value me just because of my looks. I was actually very adamant about it because well, people have bad intentions and when you notice people wanting to date you because of who you are or what you look like, it does not feel great. Now I realize that I needed to do a better job at choosing people and learned to use that as leverage instead of being defined by it.

Before I would date men who were not.... masculine. Now I find those type of men insanely unattractive.

Before, I would over work myself. Now I am more clear minded to make better decisions without the stress.

Before I was insanely unforgiving. Now I am compassionate.

Before I could not even cry. I was so out of touch with my emotions. Now I am completely connected to them, and control them perfectly.

Before I was very angry. Now I am just a happy little bird.

Before I was very hurt, and learned to forgive myself.

Before I was very defensive, and now I realize I just didn't appreciate my own worth.

Before I wanted to be chosen, now I do the choosing.

Before, I would blame the people that hurt me and build an identity around it. Now I recognize the root of the role I played in those dynamics.

Before I valued certain things when it comes to relationship that are very different from what I value now. I understand how my results were a direct reflection of my actions, not my intentions.

Before I thought I was independent because of my financial situation, but i realized I was emotionally drowning and trying to grab on to anyone. Essentially not independent as an individual. I was a slave to the feelings I was not confronting and as a result having everything blow up in my face.

Before I would blame outside circumstances. Now I make a conscious decision to figure out what I need to do or could have done to get the results I want. Take accountability instead of hiding behind my hurt feelings.

Before, I had very close relationships with people who held me back. Now I realize that those people aligned with a version of myself I didn't want to be.

Before I struggled balancing my energies in terms of career and personal relationships, now i realize a lot of it had to do with my upbringing.

Before I wanted to do things certain ways, because I wanted to do things my way, cause that is what i felt was right. Now I realize those thoughts and actions were truly based on my own past trauma and triggers that wired my brain to naturally perceive certain steps as better based on that foundation.

Before I didn't realize how the men I dated were so much like my father, who I love and adore, but is not the type of man I want or aligns with the version of me that is happiest.

Before I was insanely independent. Now I find the value in depending on others and realize it had to do with me holding on to negative emotions from pat experiences.

Before I would blame myself for relationships not working, or if someone did anything wrong to me, and saw it as a reflection of myself. Now I see it as a reflection of where the person is.

Before I was very emotionally codependent, now I just love myself too much.

Before I would let people take advantage of me, now I have really serious boundaries.

Before I wanted to be loved and gave so much love to everyone for that reason, without realizing that was the actual reason. Now I realize you can be compassionate, and kind etc, but people need to earn certain things in your life.

Before I tried to save people, now I realize I can only be an example and hope to positively influence them.

Before I was more set in my ways, now I am a lot more open to others.

Before I did not want to prioritize myself because I simply didn't see the value. Now i realize it was what was missing to move me forward.

Before I didn't want to make things about me because I saw so many things wrong with it. But now I see it as I was hiding and finding excuses to not confront my own insecurities.

Before I put people first, because that is what I was taught in life and ended up abandoning myself. Now I recognize that and put myself first.

Before I would compete with men about work and money. I could only talk about that. Now I realize there is no competition I am already better lol so we have normal conversations about anything else. I don't prove or validate myself. As a result I get a ton of help and support from men and has also made my life so much easier.

Before, I watered myself down for people because I was taught that growing up. Now I realize that those were the wrong people.

Before I was taught to tolerate and now I realize that it was from never having anyone on my side as a child and was told to suck it up.

I realized that I had an issue expressing my emotions, not because of the bad things people did to me singularly but also because my feelings were invalidated.

Before I did not value education, now I strongly value knowledge.

Before there were tons of things I did not like in terms of styles, colors, taste, hobbies etc. Now I love those things.

Before I thought I had to do so many things for a person to love and value me. Now I realize I am worthy of all of those things without having to do anything. And now I seriously don't do anything lol and get treated like a princess baby at all times.

I can keep going lmao but I just want to point out that I have been working on myself for a while... years. And intensely focused on shadow work and journaling for about a year. Theres a lot more I can write but some of it is very personal so I would like to keep that to myself <3

[littlemoonastrology]

All About: TAURUS ♉︎ - The Zodiac Signs

This post will cover all the basic information needed to understand Taurus, the second Zodiac Sign!

Take a look at my other posts to see more information on: Aries!

Gemini is coming next so keep a look out!

If you feel like this post has helped you feel free to Follow, Reblog or Repost (as long as I'm credited! I'm relatively new to Tumblr so I'm still learning about how all this works)!

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Taurus ♉︎

Date (Only applies to Sun Signs): April 20 - May 20

Symbol: ♉︎ - The Bull

Associated House: Second

Associated Degrees: 2°, 14°, 26°

Associated Energy: Feminine

Planetary Ruler(s): ♀ Venus (Modern and Traditional)

Element: Earth

Modality: Fixed

Keywords: Stable, Goal-Setters, Stubborn, Calm, Aesthetician, Trustworthy

Taurus, the Zodiac that holds the foundation of everything together - these placements are: stable, grounded, opinionated and are amazing at keeping to a long-term goal. This placement is someone whom also holds themselves quite strongly but has a much calmer demeanor compared to Aries and may be a lot more stubborn too whether they realise it or not. After all, a Taurus placement naturally knows what they want, how to achieve their goals and will never stray from those they are loyal to. As friends, Taurus placements are incredibly loyal and great advice givers (especially in topics regarding relationships, finance and maybe even real estate). That being said, Taurus placements may also be really good in management positions!

Whilst Taurus placements like to give off a calm persona - they don't share their emotions easily and may be pretty avoidant or shy in certain situation. Often this sign has gone through a lot and had some kind of injustice towards them which is deeply unsettling for them and do not deal well with anger. When they feel threatened or they have been disturbed, they may withdraw without much explanation and leave you to figure out what happened... Maybe they become passive and have trouble taking advice.

On the other side of the spectrum, when under stress or unsettled a Taurus placement may "explode" and display a quick-fuse which may come from nowhere but this is usually due some deep-rooted, long-term kind of disturbance they have been trying to suppress. It may be like they "see red".

Once a Taurus feels stable, like they can trust and is receiving constant support (whether that be by money, parents, relationship etc) they will want to enjoy this time as much as possible. However, whilst getting caught up in the aesthetics, beautiful things and enjoyment they may start to lose pieces of themselves and lose sight of the long-term and their own morals, becoming pretty lazy which can result in losses. It's important for a Taurus placement to maintain a healthy balance between enjoying the beautiful things in life but also keeping a sense of realism and moral.

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Notes/Keywords/Phrases

Zodiac Sign

Each of the Zodiac Signs are a constellation. The Zodiac Sign shows how a Planet/Asteroid/Fixed Point/House is being represented and expressed. Once a Planet/Asteroid/Fixed Point/House falls into a Zodiac Sign, it adopts the energy of it.

For example: if Mercury falls into the constellation Sagittarius, Mercury adopts Sagittarian traits. If the 6th House falls into the constellation Aquarius, the 6th House adopts Aquarian traits.

Associated House

The Houses in Astrology are dependent on the time and location of birth in a Natal Chart and there are 12 different ones. Each of these 12 Houses are then assigned to a Zodiac Sign and 1 or 2 Planetary Rulers. The Houses in Astrology show you what area of life the energy of the Zodiac and Planets/Asteroids/Fixed Points is appointed to and helps provide depth into the chart.

For example: Capricorn's Associated House is the 10th House.

Associated Degrees

When a Planet/Asteroid/Fixed Point/House falls into a Zodiac Sign constellation, it will be appointed a Degree. This Degree shows how far along the Planet/Asteroid/Fixed Point/House is in a Zodiac Sign. Each Degree is also associated with a Zodiac Sign, meaning when this Degree comes up it can nuance the way the Zodiac Sign of a Planet/Asteroid/Fixed Point/House is being represented.

For example: Mars is 6° in the Zodiac Cancer, 6° represents Virgo - therefore the Cancer Mars also takes on Virgo traits. The 2nd House is 23° in the Zodiac Scorpio, 23° represents Aquarius - therefore the 2nd House in Scorpio takes on Aquarian traits.

Planetary Ruler(s)

This phrase refers to the Planet(s) that rule a Zodiac Sign. When a Planet falls into the Zodiac Sign it has rulership over, the energy of both the Planet and the Zodiac Sign is amplified.

For example: Pisces' Planetary Ruler is Neptune.

Modern / Traditional

These words are associated with two kinds of Astrology: Modern Astrology and Traditional Astrology. Traditional Astrology refers to Astrology that was practiced before the 19th century, whilst Modern Astrology refers to Astrology that is practiced now. Some people choose to practice Traditional Astrology, some people choose to practice Modern Astrology, whilst some others might practice both types or combine them together.

Element

Each Zodiac Sign/Planet/House/Degree is associated with an Element and this covers certain traits which are unique to the Zodiac Sign/Planet/House/Degree they correspond to.

These Elements are: Fire, Air, Water and Earth.

Modality

Much like an Element, each Zodiac Sign/Planet/House/Degree is associated with a Modality. The Modality describes what the focus of a placement is and how the energy is expressed.

There are 3 different Modalities: Cardinal, Mutable and Fixed.

[detective-watson]

Weekly Astrology (Sep. 15 - Sep. 21)

(My personal interpretations of major aspects and transits.)

Sunday, September 15, 2024

Moon in Aquarius △ Jupiter in Gemini Moon in Aquarius △ Venus in Libra Moon in Aquarius □ Uranus ℞ in Taurus

Today, you may find yourself seeking others perspectives and expanding your worldview in some way. This can help you understand your place in society, as well as in your personal relationships. Do not, however, meld so much with humanity as a whole that you lose your individuality.

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Monday, September 16, 2024

Moon Void Of Course 6:03-10:48 AM, enters Pisces Moon in Pisces △ Mars in Cancer Moon in Pisces ☍ Mercury in Virgo

Your big, compassionate emotions can help you to be sensitive and nurturing in your actions today. However, those feelings may be so big that it is hard to express them verbally or in writing. The heart takes charge instead of the head today.

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Tuesday, September 17, 2024

Moon in Pisces ☌ Saturn ℞ in Pisces Moon in Pisces □ Jupiter in Gemini Moon in Pisces ☍ Sun in Virgo Moon in Pisces ⚹ Uranus ℞ in Taurus Moon in Pisces ☌ Neptune ℞ in Pisces

Today is all about your spiritual journey. Take a while to think about: the structure of your religion or spirituality (i.e. the rules, guidelines, rituals) what is unique to your experience as opposed to common interpretations of your religion how you connect to your deities, the Earth, or other entities subconsciously (think psychic visions, divination, etc.) You may find that something your spiritual self believes doesn’t make sense to your practical self. Finding balance between faith and logic will be important.

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Wednesday, September 18, 2024

Full Harvest Moon (Peak 3:34 AM) Moon Void Of Course 10:02-10:23 AM, enters Aries Mercury in Virgo ☍ Saturn ℞ in Pisces Moon in Aries □ Mars in Cancer

Take special care not to let your knee-jerk feelings turn into extreme reactions. Today is also not the day to overly analyze your religious structure, as you may find yourself feeling limited by it.

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Thursday, September 19, 2024

Sun in Virgo △ Uranus ℞ in Taurus Moon in Aries ⚹Jupiter in Gemini Moon in Aries ☍ Venus in Libra

You may find yourself feeling an intense urge to learn something new or to change the way you communicate. Don’t let your aggressive pursuit of these things get in the way of your relationships or cause fractures. Today is a good day to dig into your sense of individuality and if you feel secure in it.

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Friday, September 20, 2024

Moon Void Of Course 9:38-10:02 AM, enters Taurus Sun in Virgo ☍ Neptune ℞ in Pisces Moon in Taurus ⚹ Mars in Cancer

It will not be a good day for delving into your psychism or other internal spiritual matters. You may find yourself over-analyzing it or feeling like it’s impractical. Your emotional stability will help you nurture those around you today.

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Saturday, September 21, 2024

Mercury in Virgo □ Jupiter in Gemini Moon in Taurus ⚹ Saturn ℞ in Pisces Moon in Taurus △ Mercury in Virgo Moon in Taurus ☌ Uranus ℞ in Taurus Moon in Taurus ⚹ Neptune ℞ in Pisces

There will be a feeling of stability today, and this will help you communicate succinctly and practically. However, that to-the-point type of expression may hold you back from growing other communication methods. That stability gives you another day this week to look at your spirituality. Many of the same themes from Tuesday reappear here, though instead of analyzing it from a spiritual standpoint, you may want to check in with how secure you feel in these aspects of your journey.

(I am an amateur astrologer, these are just my personal interpretations <3)

[thewitcheslibrary]

Reading Aura's

Types-

Fuzzy Aura 

Lack of clear personal boundaries. Tendency to take on other people's stuff, get caught up in other people's problems. Issues with defining healthy personal boundaries and neutrally saying 'no' to others. Unconscious believing 'if you want people to like you, it's not okay to set boundaries'.

The Aura Wall

A defensive attempt to define personal boundaries. Putting up psychic walls and blocking out others to feel safe. Tendency to assert your will through resistance and judgement.

Spiky Aura

Feeling threatened and ready for conflict. Deeply wounded. Usually a history of some kind of abuse: physical, sexual, mental, emotional, etc. Reactive. When a person has this kind of aura stance, they will often hurt other people--even those who may be trying to

Neutral Aura

Clear sense of self. Able to define healthy boundaries with others. Takes self responsibility. Owns personal space without a need to fight or defend. Empowered to respond neutrally

Size of auras

Large Aura Definition

A large aura might demonstrate an intent to control or dominate others. But a large aura can also indicate spreading yourself too thin and taking too much responsibility for others. When your aura is spread out wide, it is easy to lose touch with your inner Self and become overly focussed on things outside yourself.

Small Aura Definition

A small, withdrawn aura often indicates fear on some level. You might be trying to hide, hoping you won't attract attention. You may be holding back your energy until you feel safe to release your energy to flow. When your aura is pulled in tight, it is easy to lose your sense of Self, as it shuts down the healthy flow of energy through your system.

Above Absent: Energy Out of Body

If you are unhappy with your life, or have been deeply wounded on some level, you may have a tendency to unconsciously "check-out" and be out of your body. While you-as spirit are out of your body, you can temporarily avoid facing any pain or problems. But eventually you and your body will need to deal with these issues. If you tend to keep your energy above your body, the end result is being absent, rather than present, for your life. Consciously leaving your body once in a while is not generally a problem.

healthy aura

A healthy balanced aura extends about an arm's length around the body. With your aura an arm's length around, you can be aware of others and the world around you, without losing your sense of Self. Having your aura an arm's length around your body, supports you in being present and allows for a healthy, balanced flow of energy.

One of the best ways to find out about your aura size and patterns is through clairvoyant aura readings.

You can also gain insight and release blocks through aura healing. An excellent practice to support you in maintaining a healthy, balanced aura is aura meditation.

Aura colours-

Red-

the colour of the root chakra, which represents our connection to the physical body and the concrete world around us. It emerges in the auras of bold people who have a natural awareness of their physical reality and like expressing their aspirations in the tangible world. They are enthusiastic and shameless about having dynamic and bountiful experiences in life as a physical person. This zeal and restlessness drives them forward in life; they are natural born leaders. They are not frightened of death, birth, overindulgence, sensuality, or adrenaline-producing activities. Those with red emissions in their energy fields are powerful individuals who seldom deny themselves the delights of this world.

The saturation and brightness of a colour in your aura might signify a variety of things. If the red in your aura is murky or dark, it might indicate that you are hanging onto anger, irritation, or trauma. It may also signify poor energy, fatigue, or being overworked.

Magenta-

Individuals with a magenta aura are truly originals. Magenta is a colour that is a blend of red and blue frequencies, falling somewhere in the middle of the colour spectrum. Those with magenta emissions in their aura have a profound comprehension of the physical world (Red) as well as an enhanced ability for intuitive thinking (Indigo). This combination makes persons with magenta auras great for creative endeavours. These high-energy, naturally creative persons value uniqueness and innovation and avoid employing imitation ways of invention. Those with magenta auras prefer to follow their own path and see the world in their own unique manner. They may appear quirky at times, yet they often receive good feedback from their peers. These individualistic thinkers consider following the crowd to be boring and restrictive. Peer pressure has no effect on them. They love to shock people, to shake them from their ordinary, humdrum existence. These unique personalities are generally optimistic and prefer to look at life with a sense of humor. Magentas are usually very strong-willed and intelligent – but rarely understood. They are innovative individuals, fascinated by the latest gadgets and inventions.  They do, however, deal with the tangibles on the planet - like taking physical substance and stretching it into new forms that go beyond what people consider normal. These free spirits aren't usually concerned about what others think, rather being authentic to themselves is what’s most important.

Orange- Orange is the colour of the sacral chakra, which represents creativity, sexuality, and our emotional stable body. Orange is the energy centre for exchange and partnerships, emphasising friendship and social interaction. Those with orange emissions in their auras connect with the vibrations of happy trade, whether it is for labour, resources, money, time, energy, or love. They excel in cooperation because of their capacity to be relatable and personable. Individuals with an orange aura are very sensitive and active. Strangers do not stay strangers for long for folks with an orange aura, as friendships form swiftly among these relationship gurus. People with orange auras have difficulty sitting still because they are thrill seekers who want to explore everything the world has to offer. Because they seek novelty and stimulation, vibrating at a lower orange frequency might lead to addiction or difficulty committing in relationships.

Yellow-

Yellow is the colour of the solar plexus chakra, which governs our intelligence, self-esteem, and personal strength. Those with yellow in their energy field experience vibrations of confidence, happiness, a strong feeling of self, esteem, and the power to inspire others to greatness. They have a lot of energy and may positively encourage others. Individuals with yellow auras inspire and assist others by just being themselves - they shine like the sun and may have a strong capacity to analyse difficult topics. Those that shine yellow are full of inner pleasure, kindness, and naturally attract others to themselves.

They glow like the sun and may have a strong capacity to analyse difficult topics. Those who shine yellow are filled with inner pleasure and kindness, and they naturally pull others to themselves because they are warm and radiant like the sun. When yellow seems deeper and denser in our aura, we may experience self-criticism, perfectionism, overconfidence, or excessive ego-driven behaviour.

Tan-

Individuals with a tan aura are often highly rational and analytical. They opt to proceed systematically through each step, one through 10. They are also highly realistic, security cautious, and like to keep their emotions to themselves. They are not risk takers; rather, they want to lay a solid foundation before taking a leap. These detail-oriented creatures take a systematic approach to life and frequently complete time-consuming chores that annoy others. They are down-to-earth people who respect long-term relationships. Those with tans in their auras like analysing, learning, and understanding three-dimensional reality. They think strategically and linearly.

Green-

Green frequencies correspond to the frequency of the heart chakra, the centre of human growth and healing. Those with green auras exude unconditional love and life force energy, which all beings that come into contact with them may perceive. As a result, people with bright green auras tend to be drawn to nature and animals, and they are natural self-healers. Being in the presence of someone with green emissions in their energy field may be a really relaxing and serene experience. They are the most balanced people throughout the colour spectrum, comfortably devoting equal attention to their own creative ambitions and the people they care about. They have a strong feeling of duty and service to others, and they are quite self-confident. The green aura connects the spiritual and physical realms. They are concentrated, with lofty objectives and ambitions - deeply creative people. If your green is dark or murky, you may be experiencing jealously or envy; you may be feeling like a victim and perceiving words from others as criticism.

Blue-

The throat chakra, which governs communication and self-expression, is coloured a lighter cyan or turquoise blue. A genuine blue aura indicates that the individual has natural expressive abilities and can communicate their truth. Individuals with light blue emissions in their energy field have inner knowledge and wisdom, and they tend to depend on their feelings to discern what is correct rather than external facts or statistics. These expressive dreamers prioritise intimate ties. Honesty and clarity in communication are critical to them. They like gathering and sharing wisdom, which leads to the development of great philosophical minds. The lighter the blue in your aura, the more tranquil and cheerful energy you radiate.

Indigo-

Indigo blue is the colour of the third eye chakra, which represents intuition and inner understanding. Its frequency is the second highest vibrational energy in the visible colour spectrum and corresponds to having strong intuitive abilities. People with indigo in their auras are extraordinarily sensitive to other people's energy and are very tuned in; they know things before they happen, hear things before they are stated, and dream clearly and literally. They are sensitive, yet they express their sensitivity to others via empathy. Indigos prefer to work on a deep emotional level rather than reasoning. They are natural seekers who perceive the world as larger than themselves as individuals. They recognise the importance of living in the present moment and following the natural flow of life. Indigo people have a strong intuition and can tell the difference between reality and illusion. As communicators and connectors, they assist everyone they meet along the road grasp the universe's beauty and immensity, as well as its secrets. A deeper, murky indigo, such as navy or peacock blue, may represent a moment of self-doubt, a separation from intuition, and uncertainty.

Violet-

Violet purple is the colour of the head chakra, which represents our connection to our dreams and higher awareness. Individuals with violet auras are lively, charming, and have strong personalities. Their life's goal is to lead and inspire humanity, guiding us into a new era of wealth, happiness, and completeness. They have an inner, burning desire to achieve something meaningful with their lives. They are visionaries, with lofty goals and dreams for the future. Because persons with violet purple energy have both knowledge and intuition, they can typically perceive and recognise the "bigger picture" of any issue without being bogged down in specifics. They are natural empaths and can quickly detect the vibrations of others. They want connection and portray themselves as open books, inspiring and encouraging others to share. Purple auras vibrate at fast speeds, indicating a strong connection to the cosmos and invisible forms of life energy. Those with violet emissions in their energy field likely to have a lot of thinking activity and the capacity to materialise their ideas into the material world. They also have a high level of creativity in terms of novel concepts, progressive ideas, and open-minded views that demonstrate care for the entire universal life matrix.

White-

A pure, all-white aura with no other colours present is the sign of a being who has transcended the physical realm's constraints, as related to the soul chakra. These incredibly uncommon individuals - probably just a few on the entire globe - are free of personal concerns, hang-ups, and health problems, which is why their aura exclusively emits pure white frequencies. The most prevalent aura colours are white and various colours. These people are spiritually driven and have an open and receptive attitude towards the cosmos. They are frequently disinterested about material affairs or ambition, preferring purity and honesty. They operate from a pleasant, encouraging, and nonjudgmental perspective. White energy is associated with inner enlightenment and the pursuit of cosmic wisdom. When white seems hazy or muddy in the aura, it may imply that you are in flux, puzzled, or waiting for answers.

Black-

I believe that black attracts bad spirits, yet it is not always a negative aura colour. It indicates that a person has formed a protective barrier, maybe to wall oneself off after been emotionally or physically injured recently.

Brown-

A brown aura denotes an earth-mother personality type, which describes a natural carer with a practical and easygoing sensibility. This shade's portrayal of soil and land is a natural fit with its aura's signature traits of prioritising nature and the environment. Those with a brown aura have a down-to-earth tolerance that allows them to accept shortcomings in others and in themselves. This colour reminds us of the rich black soil on which we live and construct our houses, and it has been observed that persons with a brown aura are good foundation-builders, symbolically starting initiatives and endeavours on solid ground. Those with a brown aura are less likely to accept spiritual beliefs, preferring to follow more tangible principles that they can see for themselves. They lack spontaneity and do not act freely because they like to keep things basic, focused, and authentic. Individuals with a brown aura spend wisely and consider quality, craftsmanship, and durability when purchasing an item. Their reliability drives them to work hard and save money, and their desire for a pleasant house and high-quality belongings can often appear as greed or materialism.

Pink-

People with a pink aura are said to be compassionate, lovely people. If you have a pink aura, you are usually very compassionate, caring, and lighthearted. You are likely to be extremely caring and creative. You may even characterise yourself as unfailingly loyal. The fun character of a pink aura reflects its childlike nature; in fact, this colour aura is most commonly encountered in children.

Aura Anomalies-

STREAKS - BEAMS - CHANNELS - RAYS OF LIGHT

If beams of light appear in your image, most typically white, it can imply that you are closely connected to the cosmos, spirit, the divine, and so on, and signify being directed or channelled. You are in a level of awareness in which your crown chakra is open, and you are tuned in and ready to receive messages, downloads, signs, and necessary energies from other beings, frequencies, dimensions, or worlds.

ORBS & GUIDE ENERGIES

When spheres of light appear in pictures, they may symbolise a connection to extra global support energy. They are not always former loved ones or spirit guides, but they may be if you worked with that energy at the time you were shot and are white in colour. In my own experience, most solitary orbs appear in the same location in images (top left corner / above the right shoulder), which may be explained by the video Guy Coggins took. In general, orbs do not appear over or near our bodies, nor over our chests or necks; rather, they encircle us in the top portion of our auric field above our heads. Sometimes numerous orbs emerge. These coloured circles might be thought of as thought formations, intentions, or manifestations that you are now working on and releasing into the cosmos.

IF IT LOOKS DARK OR IF YOUR COLORS ARE SEE THROUGH-

When you are feeling burned out, weary, or unwell, your aura colours will most likely be less vivid or saturated, and the image will appear gloomy due to the black background. There is no such thing as a dark aura; this is simply a lack of energy. Colours will be muted or see-through, indicating energy depletion and the need for recharging or rest.